After watching this movie by myself, the crowds and unextinguished lights in Sanlitun made me feel a little lonely. Stepping out of the theater, I scribbled a short comment, and felt that the movie was not very good. But on the subway back home, on the bed, and chatting with my mother, the first memories made me fall into the mood of the movie, and even wanted to smoke a cigarette like Louis to relieve this indescribable sadness. Close-up shots are used for most of the movie. Everyone's look, everyone's lips turned upside down, and everyone's turning eyes are all captured in this dense close-up shot. In fact, it makes people very uncomfortable. I can’t wait to beg the director to intersperse a few large panoramas to save my eyeballs. Of course, Dolan is very headstrong, he just wants to use these dense close-ups to oppress you, so that your attention will never relax, so that you can clearly see the thoughts of the people in this room. But to make people uncomfortable is to make people uncomfortable, so the score of the journal will be low, which is played on the spot. The memory film is different. I can freely mobilize my memory, without Dolan’s coercion, and find the part of me that has been touched. After twelve years of not going home, as soon as I go home, I want to announce my imminent death. Many people are puzzled, what kind of heart is Louis, and why should he leave these twelve years? Dolan didn't answer, but stated this as a fact. Louis left home at about the same age as I am now. It just so happens that I was also a gay and also a playwright, so I tried to understand him from my perspective. It's a bit similar to Louis. I have been a bit estranged from my mother in the past two or three years. The reason is that I want to live my own life. I also found a reason for myself-I hope my mother can also live her own life. But I was very close to my mother. The study at home was a paradise where my mother took me to experience another world. In the sixth grade of elementary school, my mother coaxed me to watch Mr. Ba Jin's "Home", "Spring" and "Autumn". Later, I watched Wang Meng read Sholokhov and so on. I read one after my mother threw it away. At that time, I didn't mind that these books were yellowish old books from eight to nine years. My mother personally pushed me into the world of literature and thought, but never expected that my adolescent rebellion would be more violent and independent than others, and it would continue to the present. My mother often says "I will count on you from now on", and I always take a cold attitude "Don't count on me, life is yours, you can only rely on yourself". My mother is looking forward to my return to Chongqing after graduation to find a job as a civil servant, but even if I am greedy for the food in my hometown, I made up my mind as early as the moment when I filled out my wish that I would find my way home for the rest of my life. my life. I think my mother has changed, but she hasn’t changed. She just read a few more novels and books than other middle-aged women. . My mother sometimes scolded me as a white-eyed wolf, and only called her when she knew she was asking for money. But in my heart I feel that I love her. Every day I chat with her on WeChat and share with her some real life tips on Zhihu. It’s just a bit more Internet-based than those who make calls. . I later thought that she might want to listen to my voice, and occasionally sent a voice to the past, but it didn't work. The same is true for Louis. He can remember the birthdays of everyone in the family exactly, and send postcards on time and write a sentence or two, which is counted as a greeting. He always felt that he cared about his family. He didn't know the birthday of his family through smart push, but remembered it earnestly. But this trip home, he learned after experiencing that the time he was absent will never make up for. Louis's sister told him that she actually admired him, but because she was too young when he left, she didn't know him. She could only trace the appearance of this elder brother from the conversations of her family, and the information she found on the wall of newspaper clippings. Only she is like a lark, chirping ready to meet her brother-she is guarded in the middle of the door, and she must be allowed to let her brother enter the door at the first glance. When my first college started, my parents wanted to come and give it away, but I refused, and I still felt that they were naive-I opened the journal name when I was in middle and high school, you didn’t want me to be independent, you just let me figure it out. Did you go with the registration fee? My parents didn't force it anymore, and I didn't take it seriously. Until my twentieth birthday, my parents had to come to Beijing to celebrate my birthday. I used to celebrate birthdays with classmates. My parents had never had such a battle before. I objected, but they even asked for leave, so I had to arrange an airplane hotel for them. It was already night when they arrived in Beijing, and I was born in frost. At that time, Beijing was already a bit cold. The first thing my mother did when she arrived at the hotel was to take home snacks Spicy) Give it to me. The second thing is to see my school. It was so late, I didn't promise them. The next day, my mother woke me up at 7 or 8 o'clock and had to lead them around the school. The two of them had gone to school and then wanted to see my dormitory. Thinking of the terrible condition of the doghouse, they had to dismiss them on the grounds that they were not allowed to enter the dormitory. It was only when I sent them away that I recollected it. Where is this to celebrate my birthday, this is to return to the absence of time that failed to send me to college. This is different from junior and high school registration. Although I signed up alone, I still have to go home every day. Louis was ashamed of his sister. This ashamed saw his mother and sister talking about the cancellation of the weekend trip after he left. His mother and sister did aerobic exercises. His mother begged him to cheat his sister and he would come back often. When I wanted to give her hope, it became heavier and heavier, so he never said it, and he couldn't say it in the face of this shame. Louis thought he should talk to his brother first. After all, that was the elder brother who had taken him to play since he was a child, and that was the elder brother who allowed him to ride on his head. Besides, the eldest brother is like the father if the father is gone. But he didn't expect that he was so important. The adoration of the younger sister is forgotten, but the elder brother would care so much. When he cared about him, the family would never turn to his elder brother. I didn't expect that I was so important. Grandpa passed away suddenly this year. He came so fast that I couldn't go home from Beijing to say goodbye. Looking at my grandpa's mourning hall, what I thought was that my grandpa rescued a few years ago, and I happened to be there. I was held tightly by my grandmother and watched the doctor's electric shocks again and again. It was a direct shock. My grandmother and I weren't close, but she refused to let me go that day, probably because I was the only grandson. Louis said nothing in the end. why? Because he has been here, he knows that he is so important, how can he say it. He himself couldn't face the news of the death of his first love that his brother had brought with just a single word. First love is to him, he is to these families. The bird that flopped into the house and finally dying is his portrayal. He will eventually leave the house and face it alone—this is no longer a metaphor, it is a simile for idiots to understand. What can he say? He has chosen to leave for twelve years, so now he should remain in the state of leaving. The more ruthless now, they will miss a little less, and he will be a little more relaxed under Jiuquan. It took him twelve years to see things clearly, but I didn't use them. This is the power of movies. While writing this article, I was chewing on the Sichuan-flavored sausage sent by my mother, tears came out unconsciously, it was really spicy. He should tell his brother first. After all, that was the elder brother who had taken him to play since he was a child, and that was the elder brother who allowed him to ride on his head. Besides, the eldest brother is like the father if the father is gone. But he didn't expect that he was so important. The adoration of the younger sister is forgotten, but the elder brother would care so much. When he cared about him, the family would never turn to his elder brother. I didn't expect that I was so important. Grandpa passed away suddenly this year. He came so fast that I couldn't go home from Beijing to say goodbye. Looking at my grandpa's mourning hall, what I thought was that my grandpa rescued a few years ago, and I happened to be there. I was held tightly by my grandmother and watched the doctor's electric shocks again and again. It was a direct shock. My grandmother and I weren't close, but she refused to let me go that day, probably because I was the only grandson. Louis said nothing in the end. why? Because he has been here, he knows that he is so important, how can he say it. He himself couldn't face the news of the death of his first love that his brother had brought with just a single word. First love is to him, he is to these families. The bird that flopped into the house and finally dying is his portrayal. He will eventually leave the house and face it alone—this is no longer a metaphor, it is a simile for idiots to understand. What can he say? He has chosen to leave for twelve years, so now he should remain in the state of leaving. The more ruthless now, they will miss a little less, and he will be a little more relaxed under Jiuquan. It took him twelve years to see things clearly, but I didn't use them. This is the power of movies. While writing this article, I was chewing on the Sichuan-flavored sausage sent by my mother, tears came out unconsciously, it was really spicy. He should tell his brother first. After all, that was the elder brother who had taken him to play since he was a child, and that was the elder brother who allowed him to ride on his head. Besides, the eldest brother is like the father if the father is gone. But he didn't expect that he was so important. The adoration of the younger sister is forgotten, but the elder brother would care so much. When he cared about him, the family would never turn to his elder brother. I didn't expect that I was so important. Grandpa passed away suddenly this year. He came so fast that I couldn't go home from Beijing to say goodbye. Looking at my grandpa's mourning hall, what I thought was that my grandpa rescued a few years ago, and I happened to be there. I was held tightly by my grandmother and watched the doctor's electric shocks again and again. It was a direct shock. My grandmother and I weren't close, but she refused to let me go that day, probably because I was the only grandson. Louis said nothing in the end. why? Because he has been here, he knows that he is so important, how can he say it. He himself couldn't face the news of the death of his first love that his brother had brought with just a single word. First love is to him, he is to these families. The bird that flopped into the house and finally dying is his portrayal. He will eventually leave the house and face it alone—this is no longer a metaphor, it is a simile for idiots to understand. What can he say? He has chosen to leave for twelve years, so now he should remain in the state of leaving. The more ruthless now, they will miss a little less, and he will be a little more relaxed under Jiuquan. It took him twelve years to see things clearly, but I didn't use them. This is the power of movies. While writing this article, I was chewing on the Sichuan-flavored sausage sent by my mother, tears came out unconsciously, it was really spicy. He, he is to these families. The bird that flopped into the house and finally dying is his portrayal. He will eventually leave the house and face it alone—this is no longer a metaphor, it is a simile for idiots to understand. What can he say? He has chosen to leave for twelve years, so now he should remain in the state of leaving. The more ruthless now, they will miss a little less, and he will be a little more relaxed under Jiuquan. It took him twelve years to see things clearly, but I didn't use them. This is the power of movies. While writing this article, I was chewing on the Sichuan-flavored sausage sent by my mother, tears came out unconsciously, it was really spicy. He, he is to these families. The bird that flopped into the house and finally dying is his portrayal. He will eventually leave the house and face it alone—this is no longer a metaphor, it is a simile for idiots to understand. What can he say? He has chosen to leave for twelve years, so now he should remain in the state of leaving. The more ruthless now, they will miss a little less, and he will be a little more relaxed under Jiuquan. It took him twelve years to see things clearly, but I didn't use them. This is the power of movies. While writing this article, I was chewing on the Sichuan-flavored sausage sent by my mother, tears came out unconsciously, it was really spicy.
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