I can always see the shadow of my life

Edison 2022-06-01 16:59:42

Like this paragraph.

I think I'm sick.

And I don't know if my ailment has a name.

It's just me sitting and staring at the Internet or the television for long periods of time interspersed with trying to not do that. And then lying about what I've been doing.

Then I'll get so excited about something that the excitement overwhelms men. And I can't sleep or do anything.

And I just am in love with everything but can't figure out how to make myself work in the world.

I wish we lived in feudal times where your position in the world couldn't change, If you were a king or a peasant, you had to just be happy with who you were.

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    Tracy: [narrating] Meadow had made rich fat women less fat, and rich stupid kids less stupid, and lame rich men less lame. And she wanted so badly to be on the other side... to be fat and stupid and lame and rich. But what she couldn't see most of all, more than she couldn't see that she was never going to get the restaurant, was that those people were *nothing* compared to her. They were matches to her bonfire. She was the last cowboy, all romance and failure. The world was changing, and her kind didn't have anywhere to go. Being a beacon of hope for lesser people... is a lonely business.

  • Tracy: It was clear that the thing that Meadow wanted most in the world, the thing that she wanted to define her, to give her a place to put her time and talents, her everything, the restaurant, it was clear that it will never happen. The most surprising thing was that Meadow was actually surprised by it. She could see the world with painful accuracy, but she couldn't see herself or her fate. And because I was in love with her I decided I couldn't see it either.