Many people said to me, you should change, you should grow long hair, and you should wear a girly style. I don't want to, I want to face the world with this image-living like a boy.
Some people say that this is a lace movie, I also watch this movie with this idea. In fact, when we were young, how did we ever think that we would like girls. At least, in my childhood, I just wanted to be a boy, and it had nothing to do with liking girls.
I hope I can wear boys' clothes. I have been buying clothes since I was a child. My parents would always go to girls' clothes. I just stood at the door and kept saying, let's go. I love red, because then I can wear boy's clothes, yes, red boy's clothes, so red is full of my summer.
I want to be considered a boy, but every time someone says, this is your son. My mother will always correct me. Our family is a girl, so we should raise it as a son. But when I was 16 years old, when others said that I was a boy, my mother just nodded blankly. When others leave, they always tell me that you should change like this. Let's go with the flow, you can't always be like this.
Classmates, especially boys, always like to make jokes about my gender. When I met a stranger of my age more than once, the boy next to me immediately leaned over and said, you guessed it, he’s a boy or a girl. The replies are also men. Then a group of people snickered. I hate this, I just hope I can face the world like a boy, I don't understand, am I wrong in this way.
I saw a film review and someone asked the author whether you want to change or you can't change it. I also thought that I didn't want to change, but now, I can only say that I don't want to change, nor can I change. There is already a boy-like factor in my blood. I don't wear sunscreen in the summer, and I am also used to holding breasts to hide the growing breasts. I am also used to slurs like boys.
The classmate said, you are a bit girly. Yes, because of the flat breasts with breasts, I never pay attention to sun protection and protection, resulting in my dark skin, rough hands, and even my voice is naturally very low and low male voice.
Half a month ago, I made a bet with the boys in the class and pushed his hair into a short round inch. I was pushing with the idea of having lived like a boy for so many years, but had never shaved such short hair. I think maybe I don’t try this time, I will never have the opportunity to try again. After all, I will be 20 this summer. I at university must change, maybe not so thoroughly.
The day after I pushed my hair back home, it was a bloody storm. All kinds of questions and scolding from my parents, my father asked me to buy a fake door, otherwise I would stay at home. I never thought that this would happen to my enlightened parents. I asked whether my studies are important or my face is important. Father said that face is important. There is a girl who cuts this kind of hair. If you are standing on the street tomorrow, if you can see it, we won't say anything.
I'm chilling. I think I might be wrong. I just want to face the world with this image, but the world has already classified all of us into categories. Males are left by females, and intermediaries between births are not allowed.
The movie was not finished. It was Luo Er’s childhood, not mine. I want to use my persistence to get what I want.
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