Lonely ghost

Lesly 2022-01-14 08:02:03

If watching a movie requires a sense of substitution, which role do you want to choose for yourself?

In "Restless", I don't think I will be the heroine, with white skin and long hands and feet, persistently like waterbirds, and want to know how much life is left.

I can't be a leading actor either. I like to draw the outline of my body with chalk to make the lines like the scene of the accident; I used a hammer to smash my parents' tombstones, and asked them sadly and angrily why they left him.

I think I can only be the ghost next to the hero. Every day, I throw stones at the train with the hero, and win the game again and again. After hearing "Nagasaki" occasionally, I sit in the bathtub silently, combing through my memories of life. I always wore a war uniform on my body, which was worn out by heavy smoke, bullet holes, and blood. I stand in a living world, and my people are as incompatible with this world as my clothes.

Or I am not even him, I am just another unknown ghost. I am drifting in this world. Because of the ages, I have gradually forgotten my earthly memories. Perhaps even if I think about it, the life I did have is as empty and unremembered as it is now. I can’t remember it when I live. Hold fast to the land where I live, just like now I'm floating in the air alone, and I can't catch a teenager who can chat with me. I am in the picture, but no one can see me; I want to speak, but no one can hear me.

I have seen too many love stories at first sight or long-lasting love, young, middle-aged, and old, they will all meet their destined love. I used to long for the white house Noah built for Allie in "The Notebook"; I used to want to get the nice box that Julian and Sophie used to bet in "Love me if you dare"; I used to fantasize that I am "Angel Love" Amelie in "Beautiful" used some weird tricks to get Nino to follow my clues; I also hope that I am Afei in "Chongqing Forest", secretly replacing the daily necessities in the police room numbered 633, with this The way slowly entered his life...

They said to believe that there is always someone in the world who is prepared for you, and you will always wait until the other half of your soul fits. They say that love is actually looking for their own shadow. Then, if we can't find it after searching for a long time, then maybe we will start to doubt the existence of this entity, maybe we will gradually become a shadow, a lonely ghost.

When Yinuo and Annabel rehearsed the romantic death plot, Yinuo said: Wait a minute, I'll be here soon. After speaking, make a belly cut. Annie was very dissatisfied. I want to say, if I were Annie, I would be very moved and moved, although I would also persuade him: if you want to live well, you will definitely meet delicious food while you are alive. But who knows? Which is better to die with the one you love, or to live alone?

PS: I really like the letter written by Hiroshi at the end of the credits, but the English version of the lines was not searched on the Internet, so compared to the Chinese subtitles of the movie, I reluctantly listened to it a few times and tried to write the English version, hoping that there are not many mistakes.


As I write this letter,
the ocean breeze feels cool on my skin.
The very ocean is soon to be my grave.
They tell me I will die a hero that safety and honor of my country will be rewarded of my sacrifice.
I pray they are right.
My only regret in my life is never telling u how I feel.
I wish i were back home
I wish I were holding your hand.
I wish I were telling you that I have loved you,
and only you since I was a boy.
But I'm not.
I see now that death is easy.
It is love that very hard.
As my plane dives i will not see the faces of my enemies.
I would instead see your eyes ,
like black blocks frozen in rain water.
They tell us that we must scream "ばんざい" as we plunging down to the target.
I would instead whisper your name.
And in death as in life,
I will remain forever yours.


I write this When
I wrote the letter, the cool sea breeze caressed my skin.
This ocean will be my cemetery.
They told me that I will become heroic and
my sacrifice will bring safety and glory to the motherland.
I pray that the
only regret they say for my life
is never Tell you how I feel,
I wish I could go home,
wish I could hold your hand,
wish I could tell you that I love you,
I’ve known you since I was a child,
but I’ve broken my promise, and
now I find it’s easy
to die but it’s hard to find true love
When my fighters dive
I will not see the enemy's face
I'd rather imagine your eyes
as if frozen rain Blackstone
When I rushed to target
them say, shouting "long live"
I'd rather whisper your name
dead or alive
I'll always be your people

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Restless quotes

  • Hiroshi Takahashi: As I write this letter, the ocean breeze feels cool on my skin. That very ocean is soon to be my grave. They tell me I will die a hero. That the safety and honor of my country will be the reward for my sacrifice. I pray they are right. My only regret in life is never telling you how I feel. I wish I were back home. I wish I were holding your hand. I wish I were telling you that I have loved you, and only you, since I was a boy. But I'm not. I see now that death is easy. It is love that is hard. As my plane dives, I will not see the face of my enemies. I will instead see your eyes, like black rocks frozen in rainwater. They tell us that we must scream, "Banzai," as we plunge into our target. I will instead whisper your name. And in death, as in life, I will remain forever yours.

  • Annabel Cotton: Tell me about the birds, Enoch.

    Enoch Brae: What?

    Annabel Cotton: The songbirds. Why do they sing in the morning?

    Enoch Brae: They sing because they're happy to be alive another day.

    Annabel Cotton: I've sung every morning since I met you.