it happened that the heroine was actually the heroine of "Twilight".
There was a scene where she hid in the closet and squatted down. The dark corner of the closet showed my face.
Finally She finally stopped being silent and told the truth.
My tears fell. It was very hot and hot. Maybe the weather was too cold.
She finally got relief.
But
how can I get relief?
I think I went back to 2002, confronted with silence, no, it was to protect myself. If silence can silence the other person, if silence can calm my soul, I will remain silent.
I think the people who can't let go of the past have always been me. If you don't let yourself touch those bad memories, tears of grievance will still fill your eyes. I think I'm a stingy person, maybe I didn't get his sincere apology, it would be a demon who took advantage of my weakness when I was fragile. All happiness is disguise, all smiles are masks. I think someone can take me away, and history begins to repeat itself. Is it a vicious circle?
I finally know that I can face the betrayal of love and accept the deterioration of friendship, but I cannot bear the harm of family affection. That would torture me, I don't know how to face these people who hurt me in the name of love.
Sadly, on the surface all was quiet we do not want to have in the past only to bring my own tormented from time to time - have been installed up to now has been fitted tired
some bitter have been hidden, hidden for a long time, that good , And then after a long time, I slowly get up again. It feels like I'm going to become crazy slowly. I can’t let go of myself. I just can’t walk~~
I thought I would become so-called strong after experiencing the so-called pain. It's a lie, pretend to deceive others, and fool yourself. I thought I was really indestructible. In fact, because you have been injured, your heart has already become sensitive, fragile, indifferent, and strong is just a disguise to protect yourself. When setbacks come again, you will be even more vulnerable.
I don't know why the memory that has been sealed for many years has become clear again and started to erode my heart. It's all over, isn't it? Even though I don't want to forget what I used to be, now I really want to get amnesia and no longer be entangled in the past.
In real life, there are still many real things to be solved. Why am I still tortured by the past? Is it like a tumor, thought it has been cut off, but it becomes more serious in a deeper place, and when you find it, the ground has been eroded completely. I can't go back, but I can't move forward either.
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