It's really boring to open it several times without watching it, because this is not a story-telling movie, it focuses on presenting a state. Therefore, it is impossible to shoot as beautiful or artistic as artistic. Even so, some shots are still beautiful! It seems that this kind of psychotic vision and audiovisual struggle, editing is easy to be uncomfortable. But looking at this movie, there is no feeling of dizziness at all. Doesn't this still reflect editing skills? Unexpectedly smooth, so comfortable to watch. The first half is completely supported by the face of a super murderous girl, and never tire of making expressions. The elf's little face is puckered. I might not be able to stand it for another person. Objectively, I must admit that I still have a pitiful temperament. In the second half of the part, I started to get into the main topic of the diagnosis. I frantically took screenshots, English translations of some professional vocabulary, perfunctory guesses about doctors’ conventions, and barrage, which made me angry. Originally, I didn't feel any sense of substitution in the part of the previous work, but I slowly saw myself in the back. I have experienced many of the same symptoms, reactions? It's just that I can't say anything now, because I dare not feel it or say it. I dare not immerse myself in this state, so I deny suppression tactically. For survival. But when I see others do not understand me like this, I will be arrogant and indifferent, and I will be very angry if I have to judge me to make some self-righteous suggestions.
Envy the parents in the movie. Even if the doctor said she was mentally ill, his parents did not believe it and agreed that the hospital must be pressured to prevent them from closing the case hastily. I took a screenshot of their conversation with her boyfriend in the hallway. But I can't recall or record it. I don't know why, this kind of thing that touched me always made my spirits rise at the time, shocked my heart. But soon he couldn't remember anything. Obviously I want to remember, but I just can't remember anything. It's beyond ordinary people's impression of beyond ordinary things.
Every time I want to write a diary to review the clear thoughts that have flashed before, review the facts that happened before, it is like this. Ambiguous.
Just put it like this first. I am increasingly unable to speak and record. I hate all the unkindness and pastimes that surround me, so I am upset. I was angry, but I was not comforted. Gradually no sound was heard.
2021.4.9 18:01
Finally finished the remaining 28 minutes. You can go to sleep with peace of mind. Or it’s too late to eat just melatonin. 4.10 02:25
I often get nervous to the point of being unbearable, clenching my teeth and persevering, feeling bored and scared. Even washing your face and brushing your teeth has become a difficult task. Don't know what to do. The pressure will only increase. Just being alive is very tiring. Living every day consumes energy to release particle damage and produce waste garbage.
03:22 No, I can't help feeling anxious after reading the comics. The nerves can't hold it anymore. I felt the ants bite, the kind of faint inner anxiety. It makes me feel that a certain part of my hands and feet needs to be pressed. I need to be frozen. Biting your fingers is useless. I feel something is wrong, my fingers are not itchy, just uncomfortable, I really want to be sawn off. It feels about to explode. Fortunately, I still have medicine. If there is no medicine at this time, and can't sleep, it is really terrible. I don't care what dawn is coming. Frequent sense of death, the feeling of nerves that can't bear it, came again, weird. If it is such a neurological condition, facial skin allergies are really a normal reaction. At this time, only loss of consciousness can be relieved. If it hadn't come out of this feeling suddenly, I wouldn't be able to recall it and record it. too frightening
I have just eaten half of each, and it will take effect at four o'clock. I really can't turn off the light and close my eyes, the more I force my brain, the more anxious and awake. Can only watch something so sleepy.
I can skip the medicine, but I must never go without medicine. Thinking about the days that I had survived purely by willpower, it was really hard for me. I don't even believe that I have lived through such painful days
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