I suppressed the restlessness in my heart every day, and my temper became more and more irritable, but I still persisted.

Mervin 2022-06-02 15:41:28

At first, I thought it was just that the desire to be younger was stronger, and that it would be better if you were older. But slowly I discovered that I always wanted to be uncontrollable all day long, and I always wanted to be released every day. When you go out, your eyes will stay on the woman's body unconsciously, and various images will appear in your mind, so terrifying yourself. . I know that my body is getting worse, but I still can't control what I want. I keep asking for it. I sleep like rain at night, and I want to pee on the spot when I go to the toilet. When is this kind of life ahead? ?? Where is the salvation? Who can understand this unshareable pain? I'm not a harlot, I'm just sick, I'm already trying to control myself and I'm trying to heal myself. . .

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  • Mike: I cannot believe you are voluntarily going to swim in the Hudson fucking river.

    Katie: Mike!

    [Tries to stop Mike saying curse words in front of Phoebe]

    Mike: This isn't what...

    [to Katie]

    Mike: I know that she is a big girl.

    [to Phoebe]

    Mike: Sorry about the language.

    Phoebe: That's okay. I accept your fucking apology.

  • Katie: [Phoebe cries] Hey, what's wrong?

    Phoebe: I just think I'm worried about this whole addict thing, you know.

    Katie: Mmm-hmmm.

    Phoebe: I mean I just... Do you ever worry that you'll be just humming along and then, he's just gonna veer off back into the darkness?

    Katie: In my experience, the only way that I can do this is just to keep the focus on myself.

    Phoebe: Meaning?

    Katie: Meaning... ummm... What about my side of the street? What are my issues that I have to deal with? After all, I picked an addict... Says something.