I am very heartfelt to say that the plot of the episode where my mother died made my heart twitch. The mood that had been laid before, hoping that her daughter would wake up quickly and escape the devil's claws decisively, faded a bit quickly when faced with the mother's aging, desolate, and sickly state.
I don’t think that “being desolate” can be forgiven, and I can ignore the evil deeds she has done and continue to do, nor do I feel that her evil deeds are “not guilty to death”. I just don't understand how the girl who once loved her mother so much that she was willing to abandon her freedom chose such a decisive ending when her mother couldn't help her.
I once thought this was a cruel story of a mother who unilaterally abused her daughter and used emotional threats and inducements to profit from her daughter. But when my daughter had obviously fled to the door, but closed the door to freedom due to the howls and shouts of her mother, I realized that this was a tragedy of twisted "maternal love".
It is difficult to say which of the abuse caused by "hate or disgust" or the restraint, imprisonment or even destruction caused by "love" will bring more harm. But one thing is certain is that the latter's "maliciousness" wrapped in tenderness will be contagious and inherited. It is impossible for a person to "love someone kindly" without being "loved" kindly.
At first, I looked forward to my daughter's awakening, my daughter's counterattack, and my daughter's gorgeous transformation. Therefore, I can't accept that the daughter started when the mother was too old to fight her. What I am looking forward to is my daughter's high spirits, holding a righteous knife, and swinging at the mother who is trying to be a bigger evil, to cut off the cause of sin. Then get sympathy, encouragement, and understanding, and then get rebirth.
It may be that I was too poisoned by the levitation revenge drama of too much dog blood. I forgot that in reality, a girl who is "brought in captivity" is not easy to have the three views accepted by the public.
She knows love, but doesn't quite understand it. It may also be understood, but what she understands is the kind given to her by her mother: love, and at the same time be nourished by love.
Maybe for her, love is control, gain, and reward for giving. So when the two were arrested, she pushed everything to Nick, and she hid behind. Because that's the way her mother taught her about love: her mother always stands in front of her, tells lies one after another, steals the things she loves, and deceives everyone's sympathy to get preferential treatment that others can't get. So she hopes to get the same love from Nick, stand in front of her, and take on everything.
She once loved her mother, and her mother loved her too. She loves Nick, and Nick loves her too~~~ I love her, that's how it should be.
Perhaps, she is also in love with Nick in her own way?
It's just that the mother "taught" her love, and also "taught" her not to love. When their relationship no longer follows the original trajectory, when the mother’s sick body cannot give her what it used to be, when such a weak mother wants to deprive others of the love that others have given her, she may think of her mother’s mother .
――She might think of the old lady that her mother didn't love, she might think of the old lady's loud voice when she called for help too much, thinking that death can get rid of a lot.
Ever since, she didn't run away like last time, although this time it was easy. She was still in love the last time she ran away, but she didn't love it this time. If you don't love, there will be ways you don't love---the way you don't love is the same. Therefore, even though her mother was powerless to hinder her, she still chose this way-the way her mother taught her.
The mother who used to depend on her for life died. She was shocked for a moment, tranced for a moment, then had sex, put on makeup, left the prison, smiled...
She once loved her mother, but now she doesn’t love it anymore~
Nick, whom she loves now, wants to live with her in a new place, she thought she would be happy.
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