"Ordinary Heart", I haven't seen such a favorite movie in a long time.
I want to see more than 2,600 netizens’ short comments and more than 50 long comments. I read other people’s thoughts and comments on this movie. I read dozens of them. Emotional thickness, mediocre and pretentious, trivial without focus", I don't want to look down. I don't find resonance, no matter what others think. They probably saw it with an academic eye, and as someone who has nothing to do with the film profession, I have always only felt the stories, scenes, and lines that touched me in movies.
The movie attracted me from the beginning. What attracted me was not that gays all had a big party on Fire Island—it should be called Rainbow Island, which is similar to Thailand now. I'm not interested in this kind of party. I didn't have it when I was young, and I don't have it now. The crowd will embarrass me, although others will not look at me at all. I don't want to blend in, maybe I want to shoot with a machine gun like a water gun. What attracted me was Ned, the actor. Like Ned, I see a good figure wearing only swimming trunks passing by, and I will re-button the buttons I just unbuttoned; I go to the beach is the one who wears the most; others are dancing on the "dance floor". My trousers rub against my body, I just watch it next to help my friends look at my bag, cell phone, etc. When my friend asks me to dance, I shook my head at them. I'm just as boring as Ned.
The loneliness on Ned's face was too charming when he was on the edge of the bustle. I love this actor to death. He is aggressive and easy to get angry, so what? He is impeccably good to his lover. Even if you hold the person you loved before in your arms under the shower, you say that I am also in love (with Felix). What you get is better than what you don't get.
A few years ago, Ned would go to the bathroom to hunt for sex, where he had the first in-depth exchange with his later boyfriend Felix, but he forgot all about it. Felix always remembered, remembering every word Ned said. You probably have a gun game like this that you can't forget, and in the future you want to open the cover and make another shot. Nowadays, there are fewer gay bathrooms, no more prosperous than in the past. The development of technology has changed the way and places for people to date and make appointments. The younger generation probably also knows about Hangzhou Tiandechi, and can't tell which bathrooms are there. I wonder if anyone misses bathroom culture.
Ned had always liked Bruce before. Wishful thinking is a very common thing, I have done it, and I guess I will do it again in the future. Bruce is handsome, good-looking, and radiant. No one is unwilling to follow him. Even the chairman agrees that he should be the one. I don't like him. I don't think he is attractive. I like everyone else, including Emma, this woman who was scolded as a bitch who just wanted gays to converge. She exudes strength and light.
I once had a good relationship with an infected person. After being in contact for a period of time, I think after serious consideration, I can try to be with him and get along with him. There is no problem in taking care of him in some aspects. I don't mind if the target is an infected person, he will still kiss his mouth. He agreed to the relationship at first, but later regretted it. He felt that it was a lot of pressure to interact with non-infected people. It was unfair to me and there was no healthy future. He went to find an infected person like him. He said that such a relationship would last long. . In the end, it didn't grow long, and it turned yellow in one month. I chatted with me. I wanted to reconcile something in the words, and I pretended not to understand. My position has not changed. If the subject is really infected, I still love him and take care of him. Once I joked with someone and said that the person I wanted to like was an infected person, so I lost a lot of rivals. Haha laughed, and felt very disappointed. In fact, even if he was an infected person, there were many people rushing to line up to have sex with him. Don't believe it, you put a few great fake photos on jack'd, and your A is written in the profile, and the private messages asking for appointments are still flooding your mailbox like snowflakes.
I often see some people say that AIDS is not a big deal. If the person who says this is an infected person, it means that he has a good mentality. If he is a non-infected person, then I think I should know more infected people, be friends with them, meet the people in the hospital bed, and let’s talk about life and death. .
Being sick is a heavy matter.
Thirty years, the gay world is still like that. Millions of people indulge in sex. They feel that sex is everything to themselves. Everything is for sex. Plastic surgery, fitness, skin care, dressing, eating, surfing the Internet, talking, earning Money and parties are all for the purpose of rolling the bedsheets and talking to different people. This may be the final form of life. convergence? "What's the strength of living like that?"
There is a line that says "If you can't beat them, then join them." I don't bother to please anyone, do something deliberately to attract others, I choose to alienate.
Finally, let's talk about the last half hour of the film. Making a will is so touching, not to mention the bonding ceremony witnessed by relatives and friends in the hospital bed. I almost died of crying. Finally realized the weight of the words crying in the toilet. Ned was still sitting on the edge of the dancing crowd as before, still wanting to live alone, nostalgic.
Accompanying is a better thing than sex.
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