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a
late July under a lot of rain these days , Can't go out, so you can stay at home and do things that you don't usually do. In fact, these things were planned long ago and written on the itinerary. But until now, the thick pages are nothing more than writing some thoughts after reading, reading some books that are usually headaches, and thinking about some problems that I usually refuse to think about. Obviously they are things that I usually hate, but now they are doing it with great interest. And he was full of random thoughts, thinking about the things in the past month, thinking about the things that felt meaningful in life, suddenly felt that there was no meaning, but there was an indescribable sense of satisfaction, as if a wish was fulfilled.
Two
occasionally go out on the street breathing the humid air, which with earthy air is normally not smell of. The noise of the rain washed away the sound of water dripping from the umbrellas of the pedestrians on the street, and seemed inexplicably silent in the noise. The street is passed by hurried pedestrians, and the road is passed by slowly moving cars, making unidentified noises. These things may be printed in the mind of the city, or in the memories of generations after generations, but time has passed. With the death of the city and the aging of people, it slowly turns into dust, disappearing and returning to the depths in peace.
Three
occasionally think of some old plot, as time favorite novels like also young, in this rain, it was met someone respectively, it was love, it was sad. Is there a young man waiting under a tree, looking at somewhere in a tall building, is there a young man sheltering from the rain under a bridge, and at the same time he is ambitious. Is anyone looking at the rain outside the window, looking forward to an encounter that seems to be arranged by fate?
The rainy day exaggerated all emotions, although there is inexplicable sadness, but also with inexplicable mystery, quietly, Shi Shiran, peculiar like camouflage. It has an inexplicable flavor, like the sweetness of death and the grandeur of destruction.
Four
People live mediocrely, run around for a living, and at the same time think about the meaning of life. In front of this ultimate proposition, every sentence seems to be the correct answer, nor is it. Probably only those who have never thought about the meaning of life understand the true meaning of life. As I thought about it, the rain was still falling, ticking.
Five
a long time have not talked to a friend a few days before the day suddenly on QQ and I chatted about life now that he live very confused, not that kind of adolescent confusion and fear, but I do not know that has a junior now Should fight for subjects he doesn't like, or give up. He said that he had no goals, that he had begun to believe in Buddhism, that he was not confident, and that he could not communicate smoothly with others. In fact, there is still no self-confidence in the final analysis. Maybe the junior year is really a special level. The teenagers who emerge from the ivory tower slowly become youths, slowly contacting the society, and slowly fearing the society. For the first time, I really stopped the pace of chasing dreams and looked back on my own path. I began to feel that I had no retreat, and I began to feel that I couldn't afford to lose. Then what? Being swayed by the experience of others, constrained by the opinions of others, and gradually assimilated by society, losing oneself. Maybe this is the worst scenario, maybe this is the statement closest to the truth.
Six
I have been very impressed Kirito (Sword Art's hero), not to admire his ability to respond and decisive character. It’s his attitude towards life. When many people are gradually becoming frustrated or even crazy because of being trapped in SAO, he can lie on the grass in the spring season, relax, and blend into the virtual reality of SAO. In the world, in a quiet afternoon, sleep and have a good dream. Compared with the mediocre daily chores and the so-called struggling for a living, this is probably a real life.
seven
How to define the life of hard work? Fighting for your dreams? Running for life? Or can you tell yourself when you are tired, take a break? I think even though our meaningless lives, as long as we don’t die meaninglessly, we’ve lived hard, maybe it doesn’t really exist in the long river of time, but only exists in someone’s memory, in this In a corner of the world. Either words, images, or memories are used as carriers to spread in this world. As Yuuki said: I feel great satisfaction at the moment of death, and I can die next to the one I love the most. This seemingly romantic statement is probably the biggest pursuit of our lives.
Eight
in the noisy, promiscuous life, you should live in peace with your soul, though in this world there are a lot of fake and deceit, there are a lot of tedious work, and many of shattered dreams, it is still a beautiful world, remember : You should work hard to pursue happiness-Inscribed in St. Paul's Church in Baltimore in 1692
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