Neurotic destiny

Amelia 2022-01-07 15:54:45

Her name is very fresh and bright, she is called May. May in late spring. When I saw the title, I thought it would be a live-action interpretation of Miyazaki Jun's style.

The reality always makes people fall through.

Amblyopic girl May (hereafter called May, too lazy to switch between Chinese and English input methods, God bless me~~) introverted and withdrawn. In order to treat eyes that are different from others, the doctor advised her to wear eye masks. Mom said, she looked handsome, like a pirate. So she smiled. There was a slight trembling nervousness in her body when she laughed.

The children's world is pure. Don't allow others to be even slightly different from yourself. When Maye appeared among them wearing a black blindfold and asked if I was like a pirate, everyone walked away.

So my mother contributed her good friend, who packed it in a box. Until May, when she became a nurse in the veterinary hospital, her only and best friend was still the sleek who couldn't speak, packed in a box.

May's fingers are dexterous. Holding a scalpel is as dexterous as holding a needle and thread. She likes to sit next to the sewing machine and make clothes for herself when she is not working. A delicate bust was sewn, wrapped with lace trim, like a man's finger, so light and warm. So she met Adam, a boy with unmatched perfect hands. Perhaps God is destined to make some tentative changes in the introverted May. When he met Adam again, he fell asleep drinking a drink. Wu Yue leaned over and touched the almost perfectly raised hand with her cheek.

It is exactly the same as the beginning of all emotional stories, the boy gradually wakes up in the ignorant sleep. How to start is indefinite. There is a certain rule about how to end it. Even in the fairy tale, the prince came to awaken the Sleeping Beauty. The frog moved the princess to make a kiss and became a prince. The shy May is not an angel and has no ability to change; reality is not a fairy tale, or even expression. When I saw Adam's black and white filming in May, the avant-garde couple gnawed each other's bodies, and the blood shed was black. Black pleasure. She smiled. (Perhaps he understands me...)

Innocent May didn't know how to kiss (it taught me how to kiss). When the lips touched, she sent herself out without hesitation, biting Adam's lip. It must be fishy, ​​sweet and warm. She really wanted to continue this warmth all the way to the whole body. So she touched the bloody red with her finger, spread it all over the body, and I was warm. She thought so and did the same. Adam, who was excited in return, suddenly weakened. Goodbye, May.

Spring will never come again, no longer meet again, there is a nice name called goodbye.

In May, when I haven't dated the boy, I don't know what I did wrong. When he met Adam again at the public laundromat that once appeared together, he excused that the machine had broken down, and he didn't even bother to greet him and go to another house. Such a straightforward and straightforward obliteration, how to teach May's self-esteem? She angrily picked up a thing near her feet, and angrily threw it at the cat who didn't speak to her and didn't follow her wishes. Fall down quietly, enter the refrigerator, and become a fossil.

The killing started here. The same goes for orgasms.

May watched the crowd coming and going on the street. Such a perfect body has become a failed work due to imperfections in other parts. The overall unbeauty caused local highlights. God really failed. A young man with a punk head was sitting beside her. Followed her back to the refrigerator containing the cat's corpse. It was not intentional, but it turned out to be intentional. The lesbian colleague who worked at the veterinary hospital who couldn't understand the doctor's speech came together with a girl with perfect legs. I made delicate clothes and put on my body in May on Halloween night. May became a slack in a box. The people who hurt my best friend May are all dying. You all come to become dolls of May, to replace me, and be packed in boxes just like me. Come on, come with May.

Adam's hands, the ears of his cohabiting girlfriend, those who work in the same veterinary hospital can’t understand the doctor’s orders, the perfect legs of the current girlfriend who has perfect legs for Lesbian colleague who once gave May consolation, all of this is in The May's scalpel fell apart underneath, and was later combined into a whole. May stepped back and looked at it two steps. People who do it by themselves will never leave me. But, my dear, why don't you see my existence? ? ?

She used scissors to cut out one of her eyes. Put it on the face of the newly made doll. Tearing pain. But when his own blood poured out of the body, it was so warm again. This eye was placed on the puppet's face, and the finger fell off as soon as he left. You still can't see me, you still can't talk to me. May squatted on the ground, hiding her face and sobbing. Tears flowed down with blood.

This is a movie about the pursuit of love and possession. The pain that can't ask for it, the powerlessness that longs for love but doesn't know how to love. who said it? The initial attitude must be beautiful and innocent? Often it is a double-edged sword that hurts more than oneself. A calf born is not afraid of tigers, it's just instinct, that's all.

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Extended Reading
  • Chelsey 2022-04-24 07:01:17

    It's torture to watch this movie. . . . shit. . . .

  • Olen 2022-04-22 07:01:42

    Origination and demise, all begin in childhood, if you don't live in loneliness, you will become a devil in loneliness

May quotes

  • May: So, are we like best friends now that you've seen what's in my freezer?

  • Foreign Doctor: Yeah, yeah, that's good. Kitty live now.