I have been at home for a month and a half, and I don’t have to do anything on business every day. Except for watching movies, I’m watching TV shows, and I’m doing my upcoming travel guide. I go to bed at 6 o'clock in the morning and 4 o'clock in the afternoon every day, and I miss my normal schedule perfectly. It has been 14 days since the last time I went out. In these 14 days, I have not left the house except for going downstairs to take out the garbage. I have to wait till midnight to take out the trash when I go downstairs, because I don't want to meet other neatly dressed people in the community with my face facing the sky in my pajamas. Next time I want to go out, I don’t know when I’m going to wait. I’m probably going out to watch Dog Thirteen. Bytheway went out last time to see the unknown.
In fact, I am quite panic, but I am still quite happy. What makes me happy is that I go to bed at 6 o'clock and start at 4 o'clock. I am different from normal people. I am happy that I am different.
The tasks for this semester have been completed early. People around me are busy about where they will be next year at this time. Sometimes they will ask me what you plan to do. I don't take a postgraduate entrance examination, go abroad, or look for a job. But in fact, I would change to a more positive and more euphemistic expression: maybe I would go to graduate school or go abroad or work. I didn't think about it. At this time, they will pause for a while, as if they don’t know what to answer. They may think that I am hiding some well-established and great future or really just think that I’m in the three-minute heat of nonsense. I want to swear that I really don’t have any. Express my confusion implicitly. Of course, my friends are still very kind. Generally, they will automatically start to analyze for me and tell me if you want to do something you really want to do, you can go to the relevant place for internship blabla first.
In the movie, Warren said: I have been working hard to join the team since I was five, and I have no idea why.
Who is not? Kindergarten cultivates hobbies, elementary school learns Olympiad, junior high school applies for extracurricular classes, high school is the focus of listing, and like everyone else, he also learns a specialty from childhood to adulthood. University also chooses a more circuitous and safer major. It's similar to the feeling of "joining the team". It's a road that doesn't get close to the core requirements. It's just to not stand at the starting point.
What to do when you reach a bottleneck in your life and find that the preset path cannot meet your expectations. The book-stealing idiot group used an extremely awkward way, and it was really stupid and smoked. In fact, I can get their thinking logic-if you can't recognize yourself or the world, then you can recognize money. So the two things of "realization of oneself" and "making a fortune" are connected in a wonderful way. The same logic as the “It’s good to have money” on Weibo: I am unfortunate because I have no money, and the happiness of others is because of money. But anyone who has this kind of idea, hasn't figured out happiness or himself, and really gave a hundred million yuan to eat, drink, and spend to go to the sky will not be really happy.
So stealing the book failed. Because they don't know that what they want is not money at all.
Under self-reflection, I am not the same as them. Actually I know what I want to do, but I dare not. I am counseling, they are stupid. I am no better than them.
Wanting to be different is actually self-realization. It is always said to find yourself and find yourself because everyone is different, but for the sake of life safety, they all move closer to each other and gradually become the same. Life should really live with the enthusiasm to prove "different". Even if it proves that this is useless for life (survival) itself, it is really boring to live by recognizing one's fate.
My outlook on life is not universal, and for the time being, I don't want to be "popular" by the world.
My whole life is really long, there is no difference, I really can’t live well, even if I can’t really use the way I like to be different for the time being, so even if I go to bed at 6 o’clock at 4 o’clock, it’s different for me. At least I still feel that life is a bit strong. Although this different way is a bit confusing.
The same is to show animality. The book-stealing idiot group is "animal fierce". I am considered "animal cowardly". In fact, I think I should learn from their ferocity. Not stealing books.
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