I watched the whole movie almost in tears, and couldn't cry by myself after it was over.
I used to lose weight rapidly in a short period of time, and my cheeks were sunken, as if I was ten years old, but my family members were asking me whether I was secretly carrying them to do medical aesthetics.
At that time, I didn’t need to eat, didn’t feel hungry, didn’t feel sleepy, and suffered from insomnia all night long. I was able to stay awake all day with only two or three hours of sleep. I had a very clear perception of the outside world, but no one knew. What's wrong with you.
I have to admit that, like Eli in the film, I like that feeling. I feel excited and silent, calm and restrained.
It’s just not to the point where I have to induce vomiting and exercise frenziedly. I just can’t eat anything. Until I realize that not eating may affect my studies, I order a meal every day and eat two mouthfuls to maintain myself. s life.
I can't feel the passing of life, but I am afraid of passing.
In the movie, Eli's mother said: "If death is what you want, I accept it, but I love you."
And when I was most desperate, my father said to me: "You don't need to be successful, and you don't need to stand out. For us, as long as you are safe and happy, it is our greatest happiness."
At that moment, as if Eli was resurrected from the dead, I was relieved, and I was thankful that I was still alive.
I accept life, accept the world, accept others' care for me. Even when my Luke appeared, I accepted his approach, even if he finally left.
They pulled me up from the quagmire little by little. No, it should be said that I chose to stretch out my hand so that they could catch me.
Eli did the same, and finally she stretched out her hand.
I can accept that the proportion of normal people in this world is much higher than that of us, so even if I feel disappointed by the 6.8 score, I can only give it five stars to show my respect for it.
Because the film hits my inner world directly, as if it made me see who I was before. And I may be born with some sickness, and I still want to return to this state.
Maybe tomorrow? Maybe the day after tomorrow? Maybe it will be longer.
Finally, I want to say that if you can’t accept our ideas, please respect them. You can’t change or save us. The only way is self-healing.
A little more kindness may give us a little more reason to live.
"There is a thousand Hamlet in the eyes of a thousand spectators."
(The above is only my personal opinion. If there is any objection, refutation will not be accepted.)
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