The feeling of abuse from beginning to end. Some people may want to criticize the director's methods or deliberately sensationalism. I just want to say, in the face of such a story, how can you harden your heart to shoot? Even as far as it is concerned, this is completely a poem, a poem written by the most mad, passionate, wild, and purest poet. When we talk about America in the 1970s, what will we talk about? Some fragments appeared in my mind, such as western tavern, revolver, blonde, twist dance, jeans, punk, drugs, crazy convertible, saxophone, rock music, "train guessing", "on the road", Alan Si Golden Castle, "Howl"...to sum up in one word: manic. It was an era of extreme restlessness, an era belonging to the "Beat Generation", that era was dusty, and that era was crazy. That era was so sentimental. Because some of the past is gone forever, no matter what you once had, even the world, even if you think you are the king of the world, and she will definitely be your Queen. Oh, Gia. I have been thinking about this question. There must be two very similar souls in this world. But not necessarily in the same place, nor in the same era. Such as Julie and Gia. If Julie is not allowed to act in this film, there is absolutely no second choice, because Oh My God-Julie is Gia. Similar childhood, rebellious youth, wild and straightforward character, drug addiction, and bisexuality have all been at the forefront of entertainment, showing a posture of arrogance; can they be separated in the movie? This play can be said to have exhausted all of Julie's life enthusiasm. She is really using her own soul to blend with another soul-isn't this the best state for acting. After this film, Julie was too deep in the movie, so she stopped filming for half a year. This naturally reminded me of another thing. After the great success of the movie "Rouge Button", Guan Jinpeng once again made a special film "Ruan Lingyu" for Anita Mui, but Anita Mui resigned. The reason is: because it is too similar to the character, I feel scared, afraid that I will not be able to come out in the future. So today we saw Maggie Cheung's version of Ruan Lingyu. Two similar souls met again after a dramatic miss, and finally separated, but they could never truly escape. Personally, I think this is Julie’s best work, none of which is even better than the first "Sustaining Cloud for Children" I thought before. Gia’s entire wonderful career is only eight years from the age of 17 to 26. She is only a child, a child who can ask her parents for money and play anger. This child prematurely bears the loneliness brought about by the divorce of his parents. Under the crazy appearance, what is always uncontrollable is a lonely heart that is constantly looking for love and shelter. You think she is very strong, but she is so fragile that makes you feel bad, you think she is very fragile, but she acts as a surprise to you. As Linda recalled Zhong said: “Those who think they see her true side actually don’t understand her at all.” This vague tension, this uncontrollable nature, was completely revealed by Julie’s natural words and deeds. Exhaustive. She is very dependent on her mother, but she is not by her mother all year round, and occasionally stays together for a period of time. There is a scene where the mother has to leave for some reason. What Julie exposes is the temper and hysteria like all children; that expression and body language are what you leave young children with any mother on business trips. I will see it in the family: I will scream loudly, my nose and tears will flow together, I will catch my mother yelling "I don't care, I don't care", and then when I learn that I cry and hang myself a little bit doesn't work, Immediately he would turn his face and refuse to recognize people, and the six relatives would not recognize them, coldly: "Let's go, don't come back, I never want to see you again!" Finally, he slammed the door with a "knocking" sound. She also relies heavily on her agent, who treats her like her own child, let her lie in her arms and give her a kiss. She is also very dependent on her lover. Linda said: "She is like a puppy, begging you constantly:'Love me, love me, love me', ha ha ha." But every time when Gia was the most painful, why didn't she love her? Beside the person, is her own sense of alienation that permeates her bones? At this time, the only thing she asked for help was drugs. Drugs are an important thread. In the beginning, Gia took drugs because she had too much work and she needed to rely on it to stay excited. It is understood that in that era, it was very popular in the modeling industry to use heroin as a stimulant. Later, because of "inadvertently making friends" and influenced by drug friends, he often tried some "new gadgets". In addition, two loved ones "leave" one after another: the agent died, and the mother left. Gia fell into drugs that could provide comfort and narcosis again. Later, she found Linda shamelessly, and with Linda's support and help, she started detoxification-this period of time should be the happiest time in Gia's life. Gia and Linda in this period are like two birds with a whole forest. Later, due to a misunderstanding, coupled with indecision, Giya went back to the old path. This time I was deeply trapped, lost my job and love, slowly described as haggard, and finally found out AIDS. After bidding farewell to Linda, he fell back into drugs for the third time and was even raped. This is one of the film’s torturous points—it is the thread of drugs—like a swamp. Every time you think you can see the sky again when you struggle, but you only sink deeper the next time. Giya had a mental breakdown three times, and the audience watched the scene of Giya taking drugs three times, as if they had run into a dead end. Love is another important thread. and also It's another point of abuse. Gia was conquered by Linda's gentleness, serenity, kindness and thoughtfulness, and Linda was attracted by Gia's unruly personality, frankness and purity. They also experienced three-pointers. The first time was the excessive secretion of pure hormones, leaving all the rules and the gravity of the earth behind, and taking possession of it naked. Obviously, Linda will leave when she wakes up. And Gia's many pursuits were of no avail. After Gia took a lot of drugs, she found Linda. Linda expressed her attitude and accepted it frankly. This time together was like a paradise. Gia served Linda dinner, not as proud and self-willed as her usual pride, but told her: "You know, I can be a good housewife." If a girl so slutty would say such things, nothing Doubt, the other party must be the only one she loves throughout her life. "I am the king, and you will be my queen." We all wanted to let the unparalleled beauty continue forever, although we knew better than anyone else that we would not continue, so we saw the separation again that we didn't want to see. The third time Gia learned that she was terminally ill, and hoped to take a look at Linda one last time and leave her diary with a perfect ending. Gia was haggard and almost choked, and Linda was stuck in the beautiful idea of buying a house with her lover and starting anew. "We will have the world's time!" "Yes." "We will start again." "Hmm." "Will I see you again?" "Yes... You know, you are the favorite of my life "I think I have always known this." Linda watched Gia close the door with excitement and expectation, and the line of defense in my heart broke directly. It's as cruel as life, too cruel to be like life. Then I just treat it as a poem. In the eyes of the world, Gia is only a living decoration on the cover of a magazine, and only a flash of lightning in the long years, but she tore the sky open, tearing apart the stale vision. Her courage to live out herself and pursue love is the most beautiful illusion I have never achieved. Gia must be eternal, although there is only an instant of 0.1 seconds.
The field where you don’t exist, what can I do to cut off this crazy desire poppy. If I can touch the white skin near the door of sin, I can become holy again. You give me endless hope and abyss. I offer you to exchange it with blood. The oath to come I am the king, and you will be my queen
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