watched GIA again this weekend and cried after watching it.
4 years ago, when
I watched this movie for the first time, I cried. I am not a person who cries often or arrogantly, never was n never will be.
Just seeing GIA’s eyes, sexy but innocent, reckless and desperate, looks like a beast, but lives a child inside, I can’t help but feel sad that she can’t take a walk by the sea with her favorite person the next summer .
as she wrote,
tOO Wild to Live,
tOO Beautiful to Die.
There are many experienced, when finally found the answer inside, but found everything just a LATE tOO Little tOO.
2.
Linda recalls,
sHE's like a Puppy , always love me, love me, love me...
Perhaps, a desperate, passionate, impulsive, fierce, blatant, and yearning beast will only become in front of the people that I love very much. Be gentle. One of my
favorite scenes, GIA was delirious after taking drugs, covered in dirt, stumbled to Linda's apartment and said
I had been thinking about you.
Linda opened her arms to her.
But I'm all dirty.
Linda doesn't Mind, touch her face gently, embrace her, caress her body heartily, like caring for a wounded little beast, bathing her.
Linda is gentle, like the warm winter sun.
And GIA is not, her gentleness, her needy, her innocence, her desire for love, and even her scars, she only shows in front of Linda.
After the shower, in Linda's arms, she cried, I think At that moment, her heart is calm.
3.
I love you
n, fuck the rest...
Sometimes, I love you n, fuck the rest... Sometimes, I love someone, and I can like it to the
point that I don’t care about anything. Before I meet her, there are so many standards, so many, so many in my heart. Request, a lot of fantasies
after seeing her, my heart is kind
, it is her that
I am not gentle, I take drugs, I hate doing a boring and stable job in a small place, I can’t settle down, I love being different People have sex, I need freedom and indulgence, I hate bondage and oppression, I long for love but don’t know how to love, you have a boyfriend, you need to go home at a certain time, you can’t stay with me, even if I am willing to do it for you I can’t make breakfast, I don’t know how long you can stay with me today, I don’t know if you love me like I love you, you are so perfect and I am a bastard, you wear a white dress and my hair is full of dirt With unwashed hairspray, I never imagined having a baby. Except with you, neither I nor you have a chance to really start...
but, so what?
I love you n fuck the rest.
4
Summer house by the sea
I want to have A house by the sea
in summer,
we watch the sea,
we walk,
we talk, laugh and run, like all the people who love each other,
we have a life to waste.
I think
it’s enough to have you.
Linda doesn’t know that the GIA holding the childhood picture album is terminally ill, tell her
I hope we can come back again.
Her eyes are full of longing and love.
I don’t know why I can feel the
blue and white that appeared in front of her at the last moment of GIA’s life. The blue and white is the seaside. A house is Linda and myself walking on the beach. footprints
. 5
Life and Death,
Energy and Peace.
the If the I stopped Today,
It WAS Fun.
Even the Terrible mistakes the I have have Made,
and Would have have unmade IF the I Could.
of the Pains that have have Burned Me and Scarred My Soul,
It WAS All worth it.
For having been allowed to walk where I walked,
Which was to hell on Earth,
Heaven on Earth,
Back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it and above.
GIA sentence, I don’t know why, At this moment I think of the beautiful ones
by Suede and a song by David Bowie a long time ago. I vaguely remember the tune of the guitar, but I don’t remember the name of the song.
During high school, I crazily liked Oscar Wilde’s poems, they are so beautiful, but they are so. despair.
Life and death,
I don’t care how long
I can be in this world. I care.
I want to live my
life the way I like. There is only one chance.
I want to let it burn.
6
If I do it again,
I will still love you. If you have a boyfriend, I will still love you and
me. still let you down
you do not want me to be drug control
but I do not want to control anything
, including you
I would still be in despair when the
first thought you
I will find you
I will leave you
but you know that
all these years I was
only had
you
unique you
7
has a song called Chelsea hotel
a favorite rock singer was there to commit suicide
I've always wanted to see
I think the girls around me gently humming Time Sadness Summer
8
Sex iS the Easy, But Hard love iS .
Especially for GIA.
Her boyfriend said.
In fact, it feels like he loves GIA, and he knows that she doesn’t love him.
She has sex with many people, including Linda, when they first meet, they just have sex a.
make love to her, such as smoking drink plenty of water, such as running away from home, is a very common thing.
but I feel, appeared before linda, she did not know
What is love
26 years of life, such as love, once, it would be sufficient.
Can not be too greedy
9
I should be the lead singer of a rock band
but
I can not sing
you to stay good, I made you breakfast
and you I still left
because you had a boyfriend
I met last time I gave you my diary and picture album
You said you will come back
with me at the beach in the summer,
but I know it was Yong Jue last time,
you might cry and
ask me
why I did this
But I know
this is life.
I didn't do anything wrong, and you didn't do anything wrong.
We
just don't belong here.
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