Yesterday, I saw a certain episode of the fourth season. Denny was pranked by a friend. (Later, Denny saw through the conspiracy in one fell swoop, but instead scheming and insulting her friend.) All my friends looked at Denny in pajamas on the stage and made a fool of herself. At this time! Alan lifted the opening cloth, holding a suit jacket with a cigar in his mouth, appeared on the stage, put the jacket on Denny very calmly, took the cigar in his mouth to Denny, and stood with his head down. Behind Denny. When Denny smoked a cigar triumphantly and taunted his friend, Alan was behind him, with big misty eyes and a faint smile, looking left and right, looking left and right, both innocent and awkward.
Alan's eyes are severely short-sighted, and they are so big and blue. When he looks at you steadily, he is a little bit indifferent, helpless, petting, cynical... It's so gentle.
Alan is my motivation to watch BL. Tara said: There are actually three Alans: the bad one, the good one, and the naughty one. This man loves to fight against the rules of the world, and often defends his unacceptable, even recognized bad guys. He can evoke the most sordid darkness in people's hearts, making you feel that they are natural and reasonable, and can incite noble feelings that we think we never have at the most inopportune moments. He was driven by his talents, desires, and pursuits to take the road that ordinary people would not dare to take. Sometimes you think this person is really difficult to understand. Sometimes he doesn't seem to care who is right and who is wrong. He just wants to have fun in court, and sometimes seems to cherish certain things too much. Most of the time he is easy to understand and understands exactly what happened in this world. What happened, but when he was standing alone by the window or sitting on the sofa spitting out smoke rings in the sky, he felt that he was actually struggling all the time.
If you don’t get black, you won’t be able to deal with the darkness. If you get black, you’ll have to fight against yourself in your life to save your innocence and kindness.
The concept of "evil kind people" is easy to sell, but it is hard to do. Just like the Qishangquan in Jin Yong's novels, you can get stronger if you hurt yourself first. Every time I use a means to deal with the outside world, I suffer a lot of torture.
In the first season, Alan fell in love with a girl who was a little exotic (at least I think so). He advised her not to work as a lawyer. He said:
"This is a bad business. It is an often filthy, dehumanizing, mean -spirited job. I assure you I take no pleasure in it. It just comes easily to me. But…you… are not that way. So I suggest you think long and hard about whether you really wanna wake up every morning with all the promise that morning conveys and come here. Which I say to you only because I care. "
I hope it is really easy as Alan said.
Alan said that he loves a certain woman, saying that it is because she can draw out the most nasty part of his heart, which makes him feel very relaxed. I think people may really always have the desire to degenerate, but as for why we still believe in beauty and pursue ideals-the sixth child can sum it up: "There is no word to sum up a living person anymore. I'm just so muddled and mixed with good and bad."
Then we may try to accept the mixed good and bad ourselves in the next time.
Regarding Alan and Denny, I like their definition of each other: "Eternal soul mates in hell". There is such a person who understands your pursuit and accepts your sordidness, so it's the same on the balcony where the evening breeze is blowing, or the hell where the fire is burning.
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