people Unable to live quietly: from the simple melee fighting for food and survival in ancient times, to the wars fought by lust and dominance in ancient and modern times, and now in the era of seeming peace, the spiritual world of mankind and its inner struggle has risen to a dominant position. high. Schiller said: "People have to run around for food, clothing, shelter, and transportation. Without material life, there is no spiritual life." But once material life is met even the most basic, as soon as there is time to start thinking, people's spiritual world will begin to become turbulent.
We will think about the meaning of our existence and the value of existence. When we were young, we always took it for granted that we were thunderous with thunderous applause when we first appeared in the grand meeting. Although the future is very far away, we are very clear and firm, so we who are ignorant are happy. Age and reason are never proportional. Anxiety, confusion and irritability are always synonymous with youth. The years passed, the height grew wildly, and what followed was a hard brake after running wildly without limits.
“We’ve been watching TV since we were young, and we believe that one day we will become millionaires, movie stars or rock superstars but... we won’t. That’s the reality we face gradually, so we are very angry.” In ordinary life, most People cannot perceive the meaning of survival in the flowing time. Even if they are very sensitive, they only feel the emptiness after mediocrity. So the happiness that was once ignorant has become their deepest attachment and the most fatal weakness, so they even more I want to live better, and when I look back, I still have nostalgia and nostalgia. They become fragile and neurotic. They are afraid of losing before they have it, and they are afraid of regretting before they have lost. This is another round. The vicious circle of the wheel is imprinted in the change of years, and it hurts them deeply.
Of course, angry us have a strong urge to prove our existence. Thus, there are the loitering youths who rob the drug, addicts and promiscuous in "Guessing the Train", have the spiritual relief obtained with blood and primitive pain in "Fight Club", and have the orthodoxy of marginalization and preconceivedness in "Pulp Fiction" Ridicule. The pursuit of existence is like drug addiction. Although it has two sides, worldly success and depravity, the former belongs to only a few people, so most of the extremes are indulgence after rage, whether it is spiritual or physical. . People have subconscious and subversive tendencies, and whether they break out or not comes from their self-control and endurance to the world. Lost the goal of one mind, the worries about food, clothing, shelter, and transportation, heroism, rational enlightenment, and obvious and sharp class oppression. The pursuit of "people" itself has become the greatest war.
When we were young, we had a lot of empty time to feel our emptiness. This is a dilemma: behind us is a thin but not short childhood. What we regret is the squandering past. We did not strive to live abundance; in front of us. After a long and unknown future, what we fear is whether we still have the courage to face our arrogant selves when our dreams gradually break down. At this moment, most of what we can do and have energy to do, seems to be escape. If you want to escape, you must be numb, and if you want to be numb, you must be addicted. Enthusiasm is the culprit of creating numbness. So our rebelliousness without turning back, the sinking without turning back, the so-called the more depraved, the happier. The power of darkness comes from it giving us a reason to escape from life. At the same time, the roar of the world and the provocation of life have greatly enriched our emptiness and strangely satisfied our ridiculous self-esteem. We know how to bid farewell to the ignorance of daydreaming, we know that we no longer ask for miracles, and that putting aside all hope is freedom.
The decline in Engel's coefficient represents comfort, comfort represents stability, and stability represents modelization, which triggers a spiritual crisis. The result of every inner battle is repeated compromises to life, until we are no longer young, until we know how to surrender. In the face of a stalwart life, self-esteem and self are a fart.
We can't indulge for a lifetime, fade the outer shell of youth, and the burden of material is oncoming. Perhaps we should be grateful. It is a blessing to be able to run for material life. It has saved most people. Then "Why must someone die?" "For comparison," "To make the living people know how to cherish life." "Then who will die?" "Poets" "Those who have dreams."
We betray ourselves again and again, innocent. He thought that he also betrayed life, and until we hit the road again, we found that we have never qualified to resist: the road of struggle is just constant persuasion, and the journey of return is just defeated but not shamelessly surrendered. Whether it is a critique of the consumer society or the roar of the post-industrial era, they will follow the trend.
When everything goes back to zero, you finally understand why there are so many mediocre and unknown people in this world, and why there are so many dissatisfaction and resistance in this world. But it is still operating normally. The human spiritual world is actually an abstract but larger and more tenacious ecosystem, where the survival of the fittest, self-regulation, and always tending to balance. It is not because the shackles are too heavy, but because this is the spiritual world of human beings. We not only want freedom, but also responsibility. We not only seek relief, we also want to get rid of guilt.
So Mark led a normal life in the general sense and we were at peace. To choose or not to choose, in fact, we never have a choice.
At the end is a quote from "Every Time":
"Dear Leonard, face life, always face life, understand its true meaning, always understand, love its essence, and then give up on it."
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