Limited, no way

Flavio 2022-01-02 08:02:17

The love of parents is limited. All meaning starts with your willingness to find this meaning, your willingness to join the system, which is equivalent to your willingness to join the game, to seek a meaning or experience according to these rules. And when you have no desire to join these duny systems? A huge black hole, a gap that cannot be filled, and everything around it that is meaningless. Really, can anyone not feel it? It's just a different degree. Many parents give the meaning of life to nurturing their children. For children, they are like a solid Mount Tai, a person who can absolutely depend on. What happens when this dependence collapses? What would a child think when it was once everything to himself, who regarded himself as the parent of everything, and wanted to share it with others? How can I find everything I have left? When they are not enough to digest all this, they must have an exit. Alcohol, drugs, or fights are not good. Can you blame them all? I can fully understand that nic's father suddenly let go, and suddenly no longer loves it. It's like a thing you are obsessed with. It suddenly loses its fragrance for a moment. It may not be appropriate. The reason is the same. Being alive is like being dead. He is no longer the beautiful child of his own, so he can only give up, stop the loss in time, and stop the loss emotionally. He may not be a perfect father, but he did what he could. Everyone has his own way of doing things. All tragedies have a reason. I wish I could prevent that tragedy from happening. It was confused, nowhere to exert force, and finally walked towards tragedy.

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  • David Sheff: There are moments that I look at him, this kid that I raised, who I thought I knew inside and out, and I wonder who he is. He's been doing all sorts of drugs, but he's addicted to crystal meth, which seems, uh, to be the worst of all of them. And I guess I'm here because I just want to know all that I can about all of it. Know your enemies, right? So, my two big questions are, what is it doing to him, and what can I do to help him?

  • Nic Sheff: One day, I tried methamphetamine... Yeah. That felt good... and I thought, "This is what's been missing." I felt complete. Today's a good day. Yeah, I've been chasing that high ever since. No matter... how much meth... or whatever else I can find to shoot up into my body... I do, it's never enough. And I went to a couple of rehabs, I detoxed, they would talk about disease, sure, but... it never clicked. Until one day I woke up in a hospital and someone asked me, "What's your problem?" And I said, "I'm an alcoholic and an addict." And he said..."No, that's how you've been treating your problem."I know now I need to find a way to fill this big black hole in me. Anyway, so I'm fourteen months clean. I have a job at a rehab. It's fulfilling to help other people get sober. I have a sponsor, Spencer. He shows me how great my life can be sober. And, um, I still have family. My mom's been amazing. My dad's been amazing, too. I want them to be proud of me.