My beautiful boy

Alexzander 2022-01-02 08:02:17

"Dad is here, the monster is gone... my beautiful boy, beautiful boy..."

In the dark room, on the warm bed, and father touched tenderly, afraid of fleeing from the wasteland, his eyes closed immediately, the lovely child fell asleep, bid farewell to today, and greet the bright and energetic tomorrow; peaceful morning, wisps In the sun, under the shade of the trees, there are patches of mottled areas. On the grass, there is a warm look at each other. There are you chasing after me, there are laughter and laughter. It is a great blessing from life and an unclear beauty in the world; I am proud of you, You are proud of me, and sad and not sad are completely different because of you.

The ideal family relationship should be like this, and the childhood in the memory seems to be like this. Family affection has magical powers, making people lazy, tired of getting along with other people, just want to lie snuggled on the couch, watch him laugh, watch him play, and see everything about him. Is it because my loved ones are sad because I keep the same blood, so my heart aches? So my loved ones get better, so I feel a little relieved? So when my loved ones laughed, did the stone in my heart fall? I think, yes! Otherwise, why am I always frowning and unable to divert my attention?

However, no one can guarantee that every family will have such an ideal life. Children will not always be children. Some people grow up so that they no longer talk to themselves or are completely rebellious. Sometimes, their relatives are no longer close friends in front of them. Family members are separated by an inexplicable transparent wall. We can only see the hideous face of each other, but the real heart cannot be heard.

Drugs make people feel ecstatic and forget one's own mind, and make people escape from the inexplicable world and enjoy unprecedented comfort. However, it is so difficult to tell. Imagine how you can confess to your family that you are addicted and totally unable to extricate yourself. Imagine how you can show your discomfort and loss of control to your parents. At this moment, Nick has been separated from his family. Desire and pain travel back and forth in his body. All he can do is escape from his family, release the inner devil, and get peace for the time being.

After the victory, it didn't seem to be so terrible. Everyone's heart is full of relief joy. The sun is shining, the familiar roads, the scenery on both sides remain the same, and the breeze is the same as before. The family will always be in the warm house, the front door is full of brilliant flowers, and the garden stands with me. The big tree, I am full of joy, my father is full of joy, the child is still a child, and my beautiful boy is still a beautiful boy.

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  • David Sheff: There are moments that I look at him, this kid that I raised, who I thought I knew inside and out, and I wonder who he is. He's been doing all sorts of drugs, but he's addicted to crystal meth, which seems, uh, to be the worst of all of them. And I guess I'm here because I just want to know all that I can about all of it. Know your enemies, right? So, my two big questions are, what is it doing to him, and what can I do to help him?

  • Nic Sheff: One day, I tried methamphetamine... Yeah. That felt good... and I thought, "This is what's been missing." I felt complete. Today's a good day. Yeah, I've been chasing that high ever since. No matter... how much meth... or whatever else I can find to shoot up into my body... I do, it's never enough. And I went to a couple of rehabs, I detoxed, they would talk about disease, sure, but... it never clicked. Until one day I woke up in a hospital and someone asked me, "What's your problem?" And I said, "I'm an alcoholic and an addict." And he said..."No, that's how you've been treating your problem."I know now I need to find a way to fill this big black hole in me. Anyway, so I'm fourteen months clean. I have a job at a rehab. It's fulfilling to help other people get sober. I have a sponsor, Spencer. He shows me how great my life can be sober. And, um, I still have family. My mom's been amazing. My dad's been amazing, too. I want them to be proud of me.