At first, I didn't pay much attention to this April episode, the reason is Ya Jian (in the end I decided to follow the translated name of the Huameng group, after all めんま's full name The name is Meiko Honma) Although it is my favorite silver-haired person with a clear face, but at first glance, it seems a little malicious to sell cuteness. This year, there are too many malicious and cute works in the face of uncle's loli, so I didn't watch it, until I saw a lot of comments about this work recently, and I was a little interested in watching this drama, but in general, the author did not fully feel the viewing experience in their comments... Maybe it's the same as "One" It's the same saying that there are a thousand readers, there are a thousand Hamlets... The
first thing I want to talk about is the overall feeling. The audience for this show should be teenagers and people in their early twenties, who have some kind of bondage with childhood or something. , Since this is the case, perhaps these people have the deepest feelings, such as suddenly remembering many things in the past, or suddenly wanting to know what my childhood friend is doing now... Well, uncle, I admit that I am cold-blooded and can't understand the so-called so-called Where exactly is the healing of the world? For people like me who can say that they have lost a happy childhood, have almost no past, and have deep resentments, I can only say that I try my best to understand their thoughts through imagination, As for whether this feeling and understanding are correct, I can't give a definite answer. After all, I can only imagine... In my opinion, the emotion that I can fully experience and feel in this drama is: in the infinite The helplessness in front of the torrent of time, the pain of being tortured by oneself for the wrongs committed in the past, and some very subtle emotions about escaping and facing oneself, etc...
As for the characters, just from the perspective of the dialogue, I still feel that the director's performance is very thorough, and it does not need to spend a lot of effort on analysis and research... After the death of Yajian, Rentai once gave up on himself, not because of lack of ability, but It's just that he was bound by the past, so he stayed at home; An Ming couldn't identify with himself, and he has been trying to imitate Ya Jian, but he always felt that he couldn't break through; the other three were just escaping from their own ways of living or leaving. , or digging into the book, in the final analysis, it is just a different form of escape. Hey, Ya Ma is really strong... Just a little bit about the relationship in the play, at such a young age, an unbreakable pentagonal relationship has been formed, and it can last for so many years after someone leaves, of course I didn't say it's bad. , I can also understand what such a feeling and mentality can look like after so many years of brewing... Sometimes fate always makes such a joke, it's not what one wants, what you want and what you get is always It's not so synchronized, sometimes it's just a step away... The end is a little impatient to say, I thought I would complete each person's own redemption, but in the end I said it together, and the buds were set off in everyone. It didn't take long for me to leave after the fireworks, and it was more or less abusive...
Hey, I seem to have said some dispensable words... Let me be more specific...
In fact, for uncle me, there are I think I can only experience many feelings in this life just by imagination... For example, Ren Tai said that he liked the conversation between the two people on the bridge after Ya Ma...
"If you grow up like this, Ya Will I become Ren Tai's bride?"
Yes, what a cruel word, if, just if, the past still can't come back...
The feeling of liking someone, from life to death, from the ignorance of children to growing up, is this kind of feeling that should never exist in this world, the world of adults is more about interests and transactions, think The feeling of staying with someone can only appear in literary films and animations... These are already beyond my reach, and no one will wait for each other's growth since we were children. One day, I will be able to put on my wedding dress and hold me, and write my name on our common household registration book, and when a bad person like me sees such a plot, he can only express the worst two emotions - envy and coveting... ...Although liking and watching love can always give people the motivation to go on, the relationship itself is sometimes a hopeless thing, and there are always obstacles in the communication between people... I like "marriage is the first Taking a single step will no longer make the other party feel the real loneliness of the contract", I am very determined to try to do it, but even if such an invitation to make an offer is issued, who will make an offer? And since childhood, they have been living in each other's hearts like a sea of flowers. Such a wonderful thing, I think I have already set the sun in my life, all I can do is to create this kind of opportunity for others... Since I can't be a fairy tale The protagonist, then write a fairy tale...
Yes, if this kind of thing is not accepted by the world... Similarly, the truth is really too cruel. The possibility of Rentai's bride, saying such words with a wry smile is in itself, desperate... And Rentai deliberately pays attention to Yama's feet again and again, reminding herself that she has no shadow, she is already He doesn't belong to this world anymore; he doesn't want to let her go, and he doesn't want to part with her again, but there is always a rational voice reminding him that Yajian is still a ghost with himself after all, and maybe leaving her is a person. Selfish thoughts, all he can do is to satisfy the wishes of the deceased, which may be the best; even if he forces her to stay by his side, he cannot make what happened in the past to happen again and make life go different. Direction...
Hey, I said, fate is really cruel... Life is really ruthless...
Yes, people can't always be bound by the past, people should look forward, there will always be hope in the future, and that's why the director gave this ending, whether it's a human baby or a flower baby , I hope that Yajian, who hopes to be with you and talk to you, still chooses to die and come to this world again through reincarnation... This kind of ending reminds people of "Angel Beats" a few years ago. In the end, although it contains hope and The "Happy Ending" that I look forward to in the future is still abusive... As an uncle, I can't accept it very well. Instead of crying, it will be a helpless sigh... It's really really uncomfortable and peaceful. Depression...
After all, human beings are creatures precipitated by time. If there is no past, it means that there is no present self. If the present self does not even exist, how can we talk about having a future? Everyone has their own inescapable past, and sometimes they will stagnate after experiencing certain things. Mrs. Honma appears in this image in the play, but I think maybe those who have lost the most cherished people Everyone is like that (grammatically naive, but that's all I can say). This also reminds me of the disasters that occurred in several island countries at the beginning of this year. For those who lost their loved ones in the disasters, their time will be fixed at that moment. For the impression of the dead, if the lost is If the whole world is concerned, it will be really difficult to stand up from the shadow of the past... The past cannot be changed by human hands. I faithfully believe that what I see in time travel back to the past is just the optical imaging of the past. , the past should be solidified into a block... but if you can't let go of the past, the future will also be lost... the world is really cruel...
if, if, if... the world doesn't recognize what if...
they Can't go back to the past to stop An Ming from asking such words, can't stop Yajian from chasing Yajian, who liked Yajian at the time but couldn't face Rentai who escaped after saying such words, can't save Yajian from drowning... Time is running out If they are punished like this, is it necessary to use words like “if” to increase the burden they bear?
At the end, I once thought that when I was preparing to die in the buds, everyone would return to that day, and life would have a different ending from then on (well, it is purely because of my low IQ, or a person who is afraid to face life. The coward)..."Once what happens, it can't be changed", the goddess who weaves the rope of fate must say so... No matter what, life has to go on, there is no if here, only the vast expanse unfolding in front of you Time (maybe I will go out tomorrow and be killed by a falling object), instead of counting the days with a sense of helplessness and doing nothing, it is better to find something to do to prove that I am still alive... In the end, I may also think I want to emphasize this... I have seen a lot of feelings about thinking about others, because I made a promise with others, and I want others to live without repression... Ya Ma is really kind...
Hey, I said , In fact, there is no if... No matter what kind of wounds can be healed, no matter how you fall, you can stand up... Human beings themselves are such existences... The world will not stop because of the dead... Standing in time In the face of the torrent, how small and insignificant our existence and our encounters are...
Well, uncle, I admit that I have been confused enough to start talking nonsense...
Finally, let's talk about seiyuu, the overall feeling is that the new generation is very powerful. , the golden age of the Mesozoic may have passed... After all, the protagonists of anime are basically energetic young people... And people like Uncle I, who were eliminated by the times, were eroded and weathered with the passage of time. Well...
at the end of my tears, I don't know what to say...
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