Young Jonah meets his old self, Adam. He said to himself: A person has three life experiences. The first time ended with innocence, the second time lost innocence, but the third time even life itself was lost.
A person lives three lives.
The first one ends with naivity,
The second with the loss of innocence,
and the third with the loss of life itself.
"Innocent"
Facing the God-given first life experience, our feelings are so vivid and real, everything is so thrilling, the meaning is long, it is pain and love, and it goes deep into the bone marrow. We are in awe of our first perception of the world and believe with all our heart that this is reality, that this is the anchor of everything.
But as our field of vision gets bigger and bigger, our own experience becomes more and more insignificant in the visible causal web of ever-increasing complexity, and even our own experience begins to repeat, and the result is already known, but our hands are powerless to change. The forces that are intertwined in all directions have completely dissipated, removing the connection between our intuitive feelings and the complex and counter-intuitive reality. In order to use strength in the rules of the game that are impersonal and not based on the will of "I", the once vivid and real feelings can only be reduced to props, whether it is for self-deception, becoming a narcotic that blocks vision, or for Achieving the goal becomes a play that pushes the boat smoothly.
"clean"
The yearning for a better world and kindness motivates us to stick to the goal of justice. Even though the whole world is squeezing me, the successive sufferings push me toward the desire for justice. I am willing to devote everything to safeguarding justice because I have never lost it. With the hope of redemption, I choose to fight for justice in this dirty world. Even if the road is difficult and perilous, I am ready to sacrifice.
But what was sacrificed for the mission of justice, and who was sacrificed? If the cost is huge, am I also creating a whole new misery? If the journey is far away, can the process and the result still be integrated? The infernal wrestling match between truth and lies is the field of force for everyone who uses strength to push the boat along the river. The beginning and end of strength and strength extend far into the distance, hiding in the indistinguishable darkness. It was twisted into a purgatory, and the enemy and I were pedals for each other. Wait, does the quest of evil require as much quest as justice? If the enemy I am fighting cannot be called absolute evil, must what I represent be called absolute justice? After all, are the good and the good between people really connected? The justice pursued by this side is creating an evil situation in the eyes of the other side, and the suffering that has been continuously concocted for the other side in the stalemate has long since burned through innocence, and those sacrifices are the evidence of "justice".
"life"
If there is anything that truly proves my position, it must be my life, the home base for all my beginnings, my pursuits, and my gains. Life is the fuel for everything, the last fuel, the miraculous hymn of the origin of the mission, and the ruler of the final curtain call. I cherish, praise and respect life.
Until life comes to an end, burns up its glory, and becomes insignificant compared to the ever-increasing mission war. The last fuel, the fuel of everything, the fuel.
Life is fuel, and it has been fuel from the very beginning, relaying and helping to advance some of the veins in the eternal web of causal wrestling. We began to grope from birth, from innocence to stalemate, and gradually peeped into its abyss.
"When you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares into you."
Only by burning everything can this stalemate and confrontation end. Only by losing the gaze itself can I get out of the abyss, and my mission is only right when I go beyond the abyss. All sacrifices are meaningful, and only by burning all the Only with strength can I redeem all my sins. Only when this abyss comes to an end with my life, can I get everything I went to and deserved.
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