"Do you want five to five or four to six?" "Twenty-eight, I'm two and you're eight." Everyone in the room laughed. This is sean's mum discussing the attribution of sean's ashes with ACT UP members. This is sean's wish. Resolute and enthusiastic. This is a group of people whose future is uncertain. All they can do is to use their blood to dye the rivers, roads and sky of Paris red. Use the ashes burned by the painful flames as fireworks to hold a grand banquet. Let's talk about the few times the 120 hit me. ?a kiss Once everyone went to school to promote AIDS prevention. Nathan was handing out flyers, and a girl came up and said, "I don't need it, because I'm not glass." Nathan was speechless, when Sean suddenly kissed him, it was their first kiss, and it meant a lot to them , and also to me. Never seen a kiss so powerful. This kiss is like a lone fighter, not afraid of the overwhelming enemy army, not afraid of the sight surrounded by all sides, sonorous and powerful. It gave nathan the courage to face it. At this moment, I fell in love with sean. ?Pride parade at an ACT At UP's weekly meeting, everyone was discussing the slogan for this pride parade. jeremie: "I don't like the slogan 'I want you to survive', like it requires approval to survive." So everyone offered suggestions. "You can rest assured to take medicine, so you can rest assured to have sex." "AIDS is me, AIDS is you, and AIDS is everyone." "Maybe this is my last pride parade." ?sean nathan: "How old were you?" sean: "15 years old." "That's when I went back to France with my mother, and the next year I got infected." nathan: "who is she?" sean: "my math teacher." "Elvie Duka" "I'm only 16. I got infected the first time I did it. Because I wasn't wearing a condom." "He's married. Taught high school and heard about having kids." "I'm not sure he knew he was HIV positive." "We love each other so much, I trust him and he trusts me." "We're like two fools." "I won't be sick in a week, I don't know what's wrong with me." nathan: "Does it hurt?" sean: "Maybe, I mean, of course." "I suspected I was sick, I was scared, so I got tested and it was positive, that's all." ?nathan In the dark, they had sex and talked. nathan: "He should know the risk, he infects you." sean: "Yes, he should know." "The responsibility should not be divided, when you pass AIDS to others, you should take absolute responsibility." "And when you are infected, it's the same." "But at that time, we didn't understand anything." "No one told me about this." Nathan: "And this is the responsibility of this country. " sean smiled. nathan: "isn't it?" sean: "yes, it is." ? despairing forward sean is terminally ill, In the ward, nathan came. sean: "I feel bad." nathan: "I know." sean: "I'm sore all over, and I don't know if it's a fever or a fear. Maybe both." "I'm scared." "I'm scared. "It's always been." "I missed you so much." So they kissed and had a sex, hands. Restrained and presumptuous. After it was over, they both laughed. Nathan first wiped sean's semen, and then took a piece of paper to wipe sean's tears. Later, sean went home to spend the last time with his family. Lying on the bed, sean said to nathan: "I'm ready." nathan: "Yeah." sean: "You have to take care, especially don't get angry about it." , Crying and condolences filled the room, some were looking for food, some were looking for drinks, some were smoking. They discussed sean's eulogy and the distribution of sean's ashes. act up went to the banquet, and they used sean's ashes as fireworks and sprinkled it on the bystanders at the table. nathan is having sex, and jeremie. People were dancing and the drums of the music were hitting my eardrums like blood throbbing. Everyone is working harder to live. When sean and nathan faced the inevitable death, sean said, "I'm sorry it's you." Yes, I'm sorry, but take care and don't get mad about it. Nathan hummed and said he knew. After sean's death, nathan and jeremie cry while having sex. This paragraph, on the contrary, made me feel the death of Sean the most. sean is dead. But many people are still alive. Up went to the banquet, and they used sean's ashes as fireworks and sprinkled it on the bystanders at the table. nathan is having sex, and jeremie. People were dancing and the drums of the music were hitting my eardrums like blood throbbing. Everyone is working harder to live. When sean and nathan faced the inevitable death, sean said, "I'm sorry it's you." Yes, I'm sorry, but take care and don't get mad about it. Nathan hummed and said he knew. After sean's death, nathan and jeremie cry while having sex. This paragraph, on the contrary, made me feel the death of Sean the most. sean is dead. But many people are still alive. Up went to the banquet, and they used sean's ashes as fireworks and sprinkled it on the bystanders at the table. nathan is having sex, and jeremie. People were dancing and the drums of the music were hitting my eardrums like blood throbbing. Everyone is working harder to live. When sean and nathan faced the inevitable death, sean said, "I'm sorry it's you." Yes, I'm sorry, but take care and don't get mad about it. Nathan hummed and said he knew. After sean's death, nathan and jeremie cry while having sex. This paragraph, on the contrary, made me feel the death of Sean the most. sean is dead. But many people are still alive.
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