(Pure thoughts, no plot introduction, no complaints)
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When I saw this topic before, it felt like a thriller. I read the introduction of iQiyi and said it was a love movie. After watching it, I realized that the name of this movie may be related to Japanese culture, and the content of this movie is far more than love. What it wants to convey is a deeper content, about life and death, about the meaning of life, about loneliness, about growth. These thoughts are what we started to explore, intentionally or unintentionally, since we entered high school.
This movie resonated a lot with me. Because that's how I came, I slowly changed from the character of the male lead to the female lead, from being lonely and inconspicuous to being willing to communicate with people, thinking about life and death, thinking about the meaning of life, my favorite book ever It's The Little Prince. The only difference is that these processes are all done by myself, and in the movie, the hero and heroine grow together because of their encounter.
Let's talk about the plot of the movie.
About life and death.
When I was in high school, I was easily influenced by others, especially my mother was always on the phone (she was working outside) giving all kinds of advice to make me get better grades, and because of my family, I asked myself every day, Why live? It seems easier to die than to live. I kept reading books about life and death, trying to find out. I read Shi Tiesheng's "Me and Ditan", and there are several descriptions in it: "I think it's better for people to die, it's better not to be born, it's better not to have this world at all." "But you didn't die. I thought again that it's a no-brainer." "You always decide to survive, what does that mean?" "Because you still want something, you think you can still get something" I asked myself if Want something? Is it because you are afraid of death that you live? The answer is yes. So what do I want to get? do not know. So I watched Sanmao again, she committed suicide, she is very emotional, because Jose died (personal point of view for love). After watching "Disqualification in the World", I feel that there is a loss outside the world.
The books swirled and collided in my head with their own opinions, but nothing actually changed. I suspect that I have mild depression and I'm beginning to understand why people with depression are more prone to suicide. I don't know how long this period lasted, day after day, and finally one day, maybe those books worked. I looked at my decadent self in the mirror and made up my mind: either die or live. If you don't have the guts to die, then live well. It was also from that day that I began to face myself and take my life seriously.
Then I lived the days where I didn't care what other people thought and cut off all human interaction in my head. Because I know that other people's opinions are other people's opinions after all, and they can change at any time, I don't want to become a fool.
About the little prince
A person's life is always full of confusion and loneliness. I like the little prince because he is as lonely as I am. Every day on his planet he counts the rising and setting of the sun, but the difference is that he has angry roses and his tame little foxes. I still remember, what moved me was that the little prince saw countless flowers like his in the rose garden on earth, but he knew that only one of them belonged to him, and that one needed him to water every day. The water blocks the wind, and the arrogant flower is his. "There are many roses. She is not unique, but it is because of your irrigation that makes her unique and unique." I think this is why the heroine Ying Liang said she was worried in the male lead. The reason why she was so happy when she died.
And little fox: If you tame me, then my life will be full of sunshine, and your footsteps will be different from other people's. The sound of other people's footsteps will make me quickly hide underground, but your footsteps will be like music, calling me out of the cave. The male and female protagonists are also related to each other.
about the meaning of life.
This is what I figured out later. When a person lives, it is difficult for a person to perceive himself. For example, you can eat one meal a day or three meals a day. Eating one meal will make your body tired, and three meals will also make you full of energy. If you are alone, then your spirit is good or not, how is your posture? It doesn't matter, but if you have other people in the family, with kids, you don't do it. In the same way, because of others, there is a better self.
about growth.
Accept yourself, accept others. Learn to love yourself, learn to love others. In the limited life, cherish every ordinary day.
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