The rotten and moldy feelings are like a virus that is very destructive but not deadly. It has been parasitic in the body of the injured party since the day we met. Since then, I have followed the beating of my heart every day, like an electrocardiogram, I have experienced happiness and joy in the rising period, but more often it is the endless mental torture of falling and falling every time.
At the beginning, I had hoped countless times, I believed that the previous damage could be erased, and from scratch, I once again regarded the damage maker as the only and favorite. But again and again arguing, cursing, roaring, fisting, crying, hope shattered again and again. In the end, the web weaved by the two people in their first acquaintance became dilapidated. The people inside struggled to escape, but every time they walked to the door, they were still too contradictory to take that step, because the body and memory had been entangled by all the mucus-like shared experiences that they couldn't understand or move their legs. Any small gravel will turn into a short spark, and it will turn into a gushing anger under the ugly language, the gestures, and the vicious look. In the final analysis, it's all because it's not love, it's just selfishness to take possession of the person you once coveted. Like Georgiou to Tony, when Tony has given his man dignity and face in front of his friends, he will give her a hot kiss. When Tony's words and deeds became crazy after being pregnant because he didn't get the care he deserved, he no longer felt attractive and chose to escape from leaving his wife and children and move to a clean apartment. Tony's career rises, and he feels resentful and neglected.
That which had been destroyed by the two people's own hands, was rooted in their hearts, and what was disappointed was that they did not know the precious freedom and confidence before. And can't stand the test of turbulence, change, chance and storm, it will only make people desperate, vulnerable, worthless, and become fearful. At this time, the only way to get out is to cut yourself out and let yourself stand up for yourself. Just like after Tony's cruciate ligament rupture, he had to endure severe pain to get his legs back on his feet again. Although lonely, but peaceful, pure and free.
I'll leave you a call. I'm going to mess up your life. Different words from the same person.
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