Gradually getting better, into a better state that I don't understand. I can't get up or down in my mood, I just talk dryly every day, for fear of being too quiet, for fear of seeing my heart quietly. Everyone wants to see the real self, but can't bear the pain of being outright. It's easier to lose your temper, so there are quarrels on the street, and there are always people talking too loudly. Depression is easy, pouring out bitter water to the people around you, asking for solidarity. It's easy to be happy, meet relatives and friends, have dinner and chat, and play games.
It's easy to have an emotion, it's hard to penetrate. It is not easy to observe the mind from the emotions, so there are many words to express emotions: joy, joy, happiness, sadness, distress, envy, embarrassment, fear, sadness, sorrow, confusion, anger, expectation, coquettishness, contempt, jealousy . All emotions point directly to the heart, repeating the same fixed pattern, expressing a desire that has always been dissatisfied.
Watching horror movies is never because the film is too scary, but because there is a gap in the heart. The loneliness of the emptiness and the silence of the ancients and the future is the root, and the dependence on the group is rooted in the genes, so that it is almost instinctive; the pure black unknown is a deeper fear, which is surrounded by a dust-like ignorance in front of the huge void. , you have to strip yourself, it turns out that you are no different from goats, birds and stones; to find the meaning of existence, you must first understand the meaning of the existence of a hippo; more afraid of losing control of yourself, afraid of being controlled by a more powerful mystery lock, It is the fear of feeling in control; the sense of loss and powerlessness of the self after the layers are peeled off.
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