"I don't want to be a role model for others, I just want to be a girl", the word "just" always adds a light and insignificant illusion to this wish, as if it can be realized in a blink of an eye, just like "I just Wanting to eat a lollipop” is generally within reach for ordinary people.
But for Lara, who was born a boy, the journey was too difficult. The oppressive feeling came over me, and it almost suffocated me. Some scenes, I can't even bear to watch.
Lara likes to dance ballet, and his body is not suitable, just like his body is not suitable for being a girl, he has suffered too much along the way. The old wound on the toe was not healed and the new one was added, and the blood was dripping. How could it be covered by a few small band-aids. The meticulous female teacher with the stern bun combed her hair from the beginning, "Are you going to give up?", "You haven't worked hard enough", "You have to work harder", and finally hugged her gently and whispered in her ear. : "You've worked hard"
Watching ballet may be an enjoyment of appreciating art, but when I watch Lara dance ballet, my heart is full of heartache and unbearable.
She (I will use her no doubt) is a warrior. She knows what she really likes and wants. This is amazing.
The phrase "I just want to be a girl" is like a hook, and the hooker can't help but think
- What do I want to be?
Sober and serious.
In the long process of growing up, there were always a few times when I jumped out of the thought that if I had another gender, it was all frivolous and disappeared in an instant. We live as defined, not as our visceral approval. What should a girl be like, so she builds branches for herself a little numbly and grows like that. Maybe someone was out of line, but the malice they received was like an iron-faced and selfless door, closing the rest of the people's thoughts of leaning out.
This is the first point. I really like and really want it. It is the most crystal clear thing in the world that cannot be stained. It is too precious.
Second, how many people give up because they are not suitable on the way to pursue their dreams. And Lara, she doesn't, she insists to the end, she will compromise on the surface, but behind the silence, there is a deeper determination. Just like a very hot attitude towards love before, I will never give up. I do not have such courage, but I always admire such people.
Third, I want to talk about Lara's eagerness to change her mood. She is too eager, she wants to kiss the boy she loves, and she can't wait. She secretly increases the dose of hormones, but instead overdraws her body. I understand her urgency. Just like many girls who are losing weight, she always wants to lose weight all at once, so that male gods can like me. But, but, there is no need to rush things like this. Behind the rush are countless falling hairs and a runaway aunt, Lara's deteriorating physique, red, swollen and allergic private parts, and a sudden fall when dancing and spinning. The sound of falling to the ground. Love has always been a difficult thing to deal with. It pays attention to time and place. If you meet at the wrong time, you cannot be regarded as the right person. But often more obsession, so more mourning.
Lara is also lucky to have a very supportive dad and a whole medical team. However, with these blessings, her journey has been very hard. I can't help but think, what if it's a boy with a girl at heart and no one supports him? How hard will her road be?
Dad could see Lara's unhappiness and urgency, but his attempts to communicate were always unsuccessful. I didn't understand Lara's stubbornness at first. Later, when I remembered my communication with my parents, there was only a sigh left.
In a hurry, escape from this movie that people dare not watch a second time.
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