Abusive, entangled between hope and disappointment

Kylee 2022-12-10 01:28:31

27 years old, single, plain-looking, unassuming, and her family's whereabouts began to be Anne's situation. Love is love, but it was 8 years ago. At that time, it was sweet and beautiful, but in the end I succumbed to my own hesitation. Missed it, he left with hatred and annoyance, leaving her endless memories and regrets, never seeing each other again.
8 years, long enough to see the joys and sorrows of the world, long enough to watch the face pass away, youth gone, and short enough to forget a piece of resentment, a piece of love. The reason for not forgetting is because we both love each other but miss each other. If you don't love each other, you will forget that person in a blink of an eye, but you just loved each other, so when we meet again, there will be turbulence in each other's hearts, one love and one resentment, but resentment stems from love.
Anne's persuasion back then created the separation, and this separation created the reunion and embarrassment 8 years later. Will all this return to the beginning? Anne told herself no, but she couldn't help but fantasize: how to face him? Is it still possible? Does he already belong, or does my appearance only highlight my sadness and excess?
After seeing it, my heart was cold, because of his indifference, but it was warm again, because he couldn't hide his indifference, but he began to dispel the thought: he was just helping me who fell. Seeing him laugh at other people, my heart is full of grief: that was my joy, it was buried in my hands, and now I have to watch the result of my own failure. She still misses him. She will capture the slightest warmth he has for her, but then she will overthrow all her illusions. This time and again, her hopes and disappointments can only prove that she is still deeply attached to this man, and her love is not reduce. But at dinner, his every sentence was alluding to his own fault, and his sarcasm made her feel like a sinner, destroying him and destroying herself. For him, his irony shows that he cares, but this kind of love still wears the cloak of resentment and refuses to admit his hot heart. Looking at her in front of the piano, there is nothing more in his heart than blame and grief. Once upon a time she played a piece or two for him, once upon a time she smiled at him and treated him tenderly, but now?
When he lifted her up and put her on the carriage, she was taken aback, but his resolute back poured cold water on her heart again, and he resented her, but wanted to approach her again, and every approach made him even more Knowing him, every approach made him more aware that he still loves him. He couldn't bear the hospitality of other men to her, and he couldn't accept being rumored to be with other women. When she thought he was engaged, the sadness and all the love flooded her again, she cried, she knew it would end sooner or later, but there was still a longing in her heart, but now she was beaten down, by the reality down. And when he thought she was going to get married, he completely discovered his love for her, and he could no longer hide that he didn't care, and could no longer pretend that he would forget everything.
In the end, when Anne ran to find him, it was the most touching scene: she began to work hard for her love, she began to actively pursue her love, she didn't want to hesitate any more, she didn't want to struggle, she didn't want to leave any regrets, She just wanted him to be her husband. Because she knew he loved her.
I think if she doesn't know he still loves him, she might never take that step and run to him, a definite answer is important, he loves or doesn't love what she says or not, so sometimes The most heartache is when nothing is clear. At that time, each other is entangled in hope and disappointment, so I think it will not be easy to confess, at least without the other party's affirmative attitude, I will not try, I Afraid of disappointment, I am even more afraid of his disappointment to me.

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Persuasion quotes

  • Captain Wentworth: This is Henrietta and Louisa Musgrove, and this is Miss... Elliot.

    Captain Harville: Miss Anne Elliot?

    Anne Elliot: Yes.

  • Anne Elliot: Captain... Captain. Are you going?

    Captain Wentworth: Yes.

    Anne Elliot: Is the first half at least not worth staying for?

    Captain Wentworth: No. There's nothing worth me staying for. Good night.