But I'm not even a mediocrity

Lavonne 2022-04-21 09:03:47

This is probably the saddest fact in the world.
I have never had a love that erupted from the bottom of my heart. I have
never felt that inseparable relationship with life
. There is nothing that can make me take my life, and there is nothing that I have inspired my life to do. There is nothing that I have to do.
Even if I like someone, I have rationally judged who I will pay for.

So when I see people who don't care about themselves Whether what I do can be praised and paid attention to by the world, I can face doubts calmly and say "i don't mind where it leads me to. i must go
.

" The role may be that I indulge in the tragic martyrdom and cannot extricate myself?
Hehe, you see, I'm a real loser

. Why am I so ordinary?
Why am I so cowardly?
I wish it wasn't me

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Total Eclipse quotes

  • [first lines]

    Paul Verlaine: Sometimes he speaks in a kind of tender dialect of the death which causes repentence, of the unhappy men who certainly exist, of painful tasks and heartrending departures. In the hovels where we got drunk he wept looking at those who surrounded us, the cattle of poverty. He lifted up drunks in the black streets. He had the pity a bad mother has for small children. He moved with the grace of a little girl at catechism. He pretended to know about everything, business, art, medicine. I followed him, I had to!

  • [last lines]

    Arthur Rimbaud: I've found it. What? Eternity. It's the sun mingled with the sea.