Life is your own,
no matter if it is a good friend, a bad friend, a good parent, or a bad parent, they can give you pointers, they can call you back and forth, they can give you a lot of good ideas, introduce more Many friends, but in the end, it is up to you to decide what to do.
I think that's why, people like Edie who are too easy-going and don't know if someone else is taking advantage of her doesn't end well. But it seems that no one can rely on it.
After all, we have to remind ourselves every moment, make our own decisions, and walk our own way.
Like andy said to the priest "how do you stop somebody from not doing something?" The priest said: "pray for her, and we'll go and light a candle."
Two.
Too dazzling life not long
edie's story reminds me of jackie in "she's lonelier than fireworks". At a young age, he has the fame and enviable life that everyone desires, and is popular everywhere. Like gorgeous fireworks. fleeting. Maybe that kind of wayward life is much better than a boring and long life~
Three.
What does low self-esteem feel like?
People say that beautiful women receive compliments from others every day, often receive gifts, and some people call back and forth, so that they often feel that the world is beautiful, and people like edie really lack love for people. Be prepared. Andy is just the opposite. People with such low self-esteem have to be selfish and fight for everything for themselves, of course, including money. I think I can understand the feeling of inferiority. It started to feel more and more from the time of pimples. But not completely ashamed. I often admire myself in the mirror, wow, this is really a beauty. Sometimes when someone praises me for being good looking, I completely believe it. But once in a crowd, or when taking pictures, I always feel that I should hide.
Andy is buying a souvenir to calculate how much money he has and to bargain with others. Always so tight. If I made money, I probably wouldn't want to give this rich girl some. You already have the beauty and prominent family that I will never get, so you should have something better than me.
Four.
Will you be sad when I die?
On the phone, andy said,
I hope I die first, because if you die first, I will be sad.
When andy was interviewed after edie's death, he said:
you know it's so long ago, I mean I hardly know her at all.
Yes, it's not that I don't care, but sometimes it's tiring to care. It would be nice if I could not care.
I believe that for Edie, even if she is taken advantage of and treated indifferently, she will not regret knowing this artist who she identified with from the beginning.
For Andy, I will be sad, I will be pity, but your life is yours after all, beautiful you, rich you.
five.
I don't think many people will feel the same way . I lost a lot of things because I walked too fast, too hurried, and in a hurry. People seem to have changed in quality, so they need to be ashamed and difficult to face themselves. When I see photos or diaries from the past by chance, and hear about my old self from an old friend, I feel in a trance and really envy my old self. I want to keep asking: How did I get to where I am today? ? ?
six.
Let me never forget the lines that echo in my mind all the time. Because of the content, but also because of the tone, the sound.
andy first met edie: so bea-uu-tiful~~
when edie caused a fire: i'm just too tired
When edie has collapsed looking for andy, the theory is: fifty fucking dollar?! This is definitely a personal reason, my ex boyfriend owed me money, when I asked him again and again, he gave me 50, so I shouted something like In the
end, edie lay on the bed of the chelsea hotel. When these bastards were going to leave, she said: don
t go, don't leave me now...
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