(The 10th original article in 2021, there are 0 articles left until the goal of 10 original articles in 2021, written by Tang Ningnuo)
It's just such a coincidence that while knowing this movie, I also accidentally heard the song "Time Torrent" suitable for this movie. I envy that you are in your old age. You only need to experience such a tangled and repeated mood for a few years; I also envy that you have spent 45 years, at least in these 45 years, you have been simply happy and happy.
To say that these 45 years is a lie of a man, love is all fake, I don't think it is necessary. After all, who has a few 45 years. A man spends most of his life with you, even if it is a lie, he has at least maintained it for 45 years, 45 years, it is impossible to say that there is no love, after all, companionship is the longest love. confession. Who would live a false life for a lie and look at each other for 45 years. So, don't be too sad, at least he loves you.
A letter disrupted your peaceful life, but at this moment, you face the truth of the matter, but if you think about it carefully, you will know how lucky you are, at least in the past 45 years, your husband has He didn't give you the slightest suspicion that he didn't love you.
However, I also understand why you are sad and sad, because all his actions at the moment mean that you have lost, and you have lost completely. You have spent more than half of your life with him, and spent 45 years together through thick and thin. You think you have a deep and incomparable emotional precipitation, but the reality is not worth mentioning. What you have done over the years is to him. , did not arouse the slightest movement.
Everyone thought that when you asked him if he would marry an ex-girlfriend, his answer "yes", hurt you, but I know it's not. It is true that his answer is sad, but as smart as you are, he will not be defeated by the facts. This answer reflects his directness and sincerity and his seriousness to his feelings from the side, and this is what you will love him. reason. But the reason why this answer makes you feel sad is because his answer stopped abruptly here.
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When I asked this question, did I not know that your answer was "yes"? I have lived with you for so many years, don't I know what kind of person you are? Do I really want to know your answer? Stop being funny, what I want to know is, what do you think of your past with me? How do you imagine the future for me and you? Of course I understand that if she is still alive without me, you will definitely marry her, but the reality is not like this, you will only be nostalgic for the past, what about the reality? What about the future? what about me? Your answer is over at this moment. Is it worth your mentioning after so many years? What's more, you know that your answer will hurt me, but you don't have any scruples about my sadness. At least you mention it in a non-verbal way. Thank you for my company. I won't be so uncomfortable, but you don't. , your silence is like a big knife, dug out all my 45 years of hard work.
Sometimes love can be so hurtful. I understand what you're doing, but you don't understand what I'm saying. And at the 45th anniversary party, my discomfort came to a head. That song was just the straw that broke the camel's back, it's your speech that really builds the energy. I thought that I was too reserved when I asked questions in bed, and after all, the main venue was discussing her, maybe you didn't understand what I meant. But at the party, it's our 45th anniversary, it's my home, and what I want to hear is your past and my past, your relationship with me. But your speech, even if you change the heroine, is the same, there is no shadow of us.
You are obviously a person who is so serious about your relationship. You can clearly remember the details of women so many years ago. I have lived with you for 45 years, and there are so many life records that you did not mention in your speech. It is me who has been with you for many years, but the life you care about and recognize is the time with her.
I want to blame you, blame you, but my reason is also telling me that I lost. After so many years of getting along day and night, what I thought was a 90-point life is just a passing line of 60 points in your heart, and it can even be said that it has not stirred up any waves in your heart. And the feeling she brings to you, although only a few years ago, has a 90-point magnificence. Maybe that's the difference between me and her. My requirements for love are too low. I think that two people feel comfortable and grow up with each other, which is the most suitable love. However, in your heart, you are looking forward to a vigorous love. I made good excuses for what you did and made good excuses for you. Maybe you didn't get out of the state of losing her when you got married, but after 45 years of living with me, you still haven't come out today.
At this moment, I don't even know if I should hate you, or if I should hate myself. For 45 years, I have not become a 90-point me because of your 60-point love.
by Tangning Nuo
2021.12.27
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