I finished this "medical drama" overnight last night, and opened it on the B station out of a medical student's instinct~ My heart is full of real feelings.
In the whole series, my favorite is the close-up of the heroine's face, and the sentence that Jack Glass said, maybe these problems, it's better to change the place. When I first heard him say that, I personally thought he was euphemistically implying that she was going back to London, that the town didn't belong to her. From the very beginning, my biggest feeling about the heroine's life is that it seems peaceful and peaceful, but it doesn't fit in.
From the details of her life, we can see that she is a very shrewd, well-organized and capable woman. After getting acquainted with her husband, she followed him back to this unfamiliar town, and here she has a stable and well-paid family work, I admire it very much. The heroine is just working as a general practitioner in a small town clinic, dealing with trivial matters all day long. During the consultation process, some patients don’t even know what they are talking about. Some people say that the heroine is a little absent-minded, I think It may be said that this is a profile of the heroine's ability. She handles these patients with almost no effort, and it is very painful that her ability cannot be truly displayed and exerted. But for the livelihood of the whole family, for the good life of the husband and children, pay attention to the fact that when eating at home, most of the women are cooking and cleaning up, but also working and picking up the children. Her energy is absorbed by the endless trivial matters in life. Occupied and divided into countless parts, and the part that was really used in these countless parts was only a drop in the bucket, all of which were wasted energy and enthusiasm by these so-called important things.
Let me tell you a few of the footage that impressed me the most:
1. I still remember the moment when she found byt and mobile phone in the trunk of the male protagonist, and opened the mobile phone album, I heard the sound of collapse, looked at those photos, then turned back to the party, and found that everyone was laughing, everyone was laughing. They were all very happy. Their concerned eyes were stabbed like knives on the outsider, the heroine. It reminded me of the bitter smile of trueman in the Truman world after discovering the truth.
2. And when the heroine was in a showdown with the hero's mother, the mother-in-law said that when the leaky man cheated for two years, the heroine's expression was really painful from the bottom of her heart. The heroine asked him for the last time at the beach if he wanted anything. When he told her, when he said no, her pain was written all over her face, the pain was suffocating. Being deceived so deeply by a person who has been with each other for seventeen years (or fourteen? Can't remember), and repeatedly ignored her hints and requests, some people say that the heroine is stupid, why would they believe my colleagues and friends around me, In fact, this is not the case. Once the heroine is really unrelated in this small place, the people around her keep silent or even cover up the cheating and absurd history of the hero. She can't do anything she wants to do by herself. , and it can also be properly revealed that the male protagonist is paralyzed, which is not only conducive to revenge for the divorce, but in fact, I still hope that the male protagonist can confess to him when she "knows nothing", instead of being caught in bed. Second, the heroine didn't believe them. The friends around him, the secretary of the hero, and the friend from the opposite door were, in a sense, these people who helped the hero maintain his lies. Even Jack, who had no conflict of interest, was taken by her. The day after she complained, she was sent out for vacation. She couldn't trust anyone at all. If she wanted to trust another person, it would be the husband who deceived her the most.
3. When the male protagonist broke up with the mistress and the mother-in-law passed away, the female protagonist chose to hold the hand of the crying man again. Many people on the barrage said no, they feel sorry for the female protagonist, you must be rational, why do you want a divorce? Yes, although I also want to support them, but I think the heroine will definitely do it. After more than ten years of marriage, family, career and interpersonal relationships (although some people will say that she has no friends at all), almost everything is divorced from her. If they don't agree, after the divorce, there is nothing left. Although the heroine is collecting evidence step by step to prepare for revenge and divorce, in fact, this process is also for the male host. Does she really want to hear the male host confess and apologize? I think it's not just that, she hopes that the male protagonist can recognize his mistakes and correct them! ! Why do you want him to make corrections? It's very simple. You want to save your marriage and family. The female lead's rationality and heavy feelings are giving the male lead a chance again and again.
4. The female colleague Erwuzai, who does not want to be involved in the wall, but is afraid that the world will not be in chaos is very real; the accountant wife said that she would not interfere with each other after knowing that her husband had cheated, and tolerated each other. After the mistress was pierced at the dinner table, she hit the heroine, and wrote grievance on her face and the look of the heroine being unreasonable, which was true; the hero didn't cry without seeing the coffin, and he wouldn't admit it unless he put all the evidence in front of him. Acting skills, real; the mother-in-law is not worried about what will happen to the 37-year-old daughter-in-law after the divorce of her son and daughter-in-law, and how will the young grandson even mention how her son will change his life after leaving the heroine. It is true; the heroine asked her son with a trembling voice, and the son answered more. When he likes his father's "reasonable and well-founded", the sadness on the heroine's face is like the sadness of Awei when the gun is aimed at his sternum. He complained that if he didn't take into account the upbringing of his son, the heroine only considered the issue of property division. From discovering my hair to getting divorced and going to London, I think it was settled in two episodes. I was worried about him, and I was still thinking about how to protect him. In the end, I said I don't like you. I prefer the one to leave. Wife, a man who eats soft meals all day, cheats, and tells lies again and again.
5. What makes me feel the most real is that the younger brother, the black girl, was saddled when he got the drug prescription, and the boyfriend immediately turned his back after he corrected it, which caused the heroine to be suspended. But what I want to emphasize is not how bad the people in this town are, but that this place does not belong to her, or even that she is not worthy of her. In fact, she was ostracized, laughed at, and looked down upon her. These are not coincidences, it is because of her It's too good, and the style is relatively strong, making these vulnerable people unbearable. Jumping out of the circle of the heroine, in fact, the people around them are so harmonious in getting along. For example, on the birthday of the male lead, everyone is happy. For example, when he starts giving a speech, the following applauds. In the last extreme example, the parents of the third child learned that their good friends After his daughter was pregnant and had a miscarriage, he even let him leave with his daughter swaggeringly, and he didn't chop him into meat sauce on the spot? ? The next day, under the threat of the heroine, she reluctantly rejected her daughter and chose to withdraw. How good is this relationship? ? ? As for the heroine, due to the betrayal of the black girl, a complaint from the boyfriend of the black girl made her unreasonably suspended, and the female colleague's excuse and excuse for the busy place here is really heartache. The hostess came to apologize and asked to withdraw the lawsuit. The black girl said with sympathy but indifferent: You shouldn't have given me money that time. The black girl's fragile heart regards the equal behavior between the heroine's friends as disrespect. She seems to have forgotten who risked being sued and suspended today, carrying a suitcase to her house and threatening her boyfriend to make him correct. , she may also think that love has brought her boyfriend back. Hehe, the inferiority complex in the heart has already distorted the judgment.
Only children can distinguish right from wrong, adults only see the pros and cons.
In my opinion, the black girl's defection is reasonable, because the people here are the same white-eyed wolf when they get along with the heroine. I can only say that this place is not suitable or worthy of the heroine. Perhaps she should have returned to the good "London" that could accept her.
(I don’t agree with some people’s spoilers about what happened in the second season, but I can understand, because I haven’t started a family and experienced marriage, so I still have a great tolerance for married people’s behavior to maintain marriage. Yes, take 10,000 steps back, that is one of my family. If this is broken up, I should have nothing left. For details, please refer to the interview with Master Xing. When Chai Jing asked about marriage, this hardship for many years finally came out The man who was able to be powerful and high-spirited, with a lonely look in his eyes, finally said a sentence, can you understand, Chai Jing replied softly, I can understand, Xing Ye said a little bit bitterly. Thank you. This thank you is really It is to bring Xingye's loneliness and loss to the tears.)
Finally, welcome everyone to come to me to discuss the details of the plot~~
About feeling out of place
I once experienced this feeling of being out of place. Let me tell you a story: After the college entrance examination, I worked in the clothing factory where my mother worked. I was 50rmb/12h behind the small county town. The biggest feeling was not tired, but happy. There are two Reasons: 1. Although the family is in the countryside, in all fairness, the farm work from childhood to adulthood can't be called too much. Of course, all this is supported by achievements and rewards. This is the first time I have the opportunity to be an adult. To prove that I also know that I feel sorry for my parents, and that I can do what those so-called social people and people who are involved in work can do. They are poor. In fact, I am very happy to be able to earn a little money with my own hands. This small achievement can make my parents really feel relieved that I am studying a few hundred kilometers away by myself. Later, my parents used 1500q for this month to buy it for me University clothes and luggage. 2. I really got to know the narrowness and ugliness of the place in person. Several of us boys who have just grown up and minors are trimming thread ends, sizing, packing, boxing, shipping, etc. in a windowless factory. All seven procedures were done by us temporary workers. I still remember that more than 10,000 pieces of clothing were piled up in the factory building, and the sultry air was mixed with inferior and disgusting animals and artificial fur. Standing for a day, I always remember that the factory manager once got drunk and said to us: The last thing I want to see is that your hands stop, even if you do it slowly, don't stop. So I stood up every day, put on my mask every day when I went to work, and didn’t say anything. In the factory, there were adults who had a home and a room together, making physical contact with each other, laughing and scolding each other, even if there were A young man with a handsome face is also dressed in weird clothes with erotic swear words. The team leader blatantly took another married man to flirt and flirt in the factory as a whole, cuddling, indescribable, and even driving with his lover. Picking up and dropping off the children from school, without covering up in front of the children, while the main house rides a long-distance bicycle to go to work every day and is busy with housework. You might ask, if this place is so bad, why are you happy? Of course I am happy, because I can leave this place completely in two months. You have to know that this factory is not a special case. After leaving the door of this factory, these people are the people I have met in my life. Maybe It's a walk, shopping, grocery shopping, and breakfast.
And I really have a chance to leave them, leave this place that doesn't belong to me, go to a better place, find a place that really belongs to me. Before I left, I copied a poem, the sea is wide and the fish leaps, the sky is high and the birds fly. I think the heroine's state of mind should be a bit like "It is difficult to cross the mountain, whoever grieves the loss of the road, meets by chance, and is full of guests from other places.
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