All the world sees are bones

Fay 2022-11-03 03:37:30

I remember the Buddhist saying that form is emptiness, and emptiness is form. In other words, Avalokitesvara once used the body to give gifts, showing the appearance of pink and pink, and copulating with the lost person. When the copulation was very happy, the body of a skeleton appeared, and the red and pink skeleton was taken. The person who is not called to indulge in the appearance of flesh and blood. It's not like being addicted to the flesh, it's easy to say, I don't miss your crimson lips, or your deep eyes, the iris reflects the blue light, the sun climbs down your mountain roots, I seem to see you high. High cheekbones, the smell of freesia behind your ears slips into the nape of your neck, the curve of your waist takes on a new height, and I know there's a deep depression there that has made it through countless midnights. I am haunted. Drinking a certain amount of alcohol can make people feel intoxicated. I have also talked to you, the selfless love and protection of the elders for the younger, and the words and gifts of my life. You stared me in the eyes and said you wanted platonic love, so I indulge you, and I don't care who you go with or have fun with. There is a kind of magic in youth, which makes people intoxicated and makes you only care about playing with them in the world, never thinking that the years are over and the old friends are gone. Dear Percy, in the more than 600 days in the high wall, I have imagined the sun hitting your golden hair countless times, and your face is beautiful. I have been sighing countless times, and we will meet again. I just ask it not to reflect my old face mercilessly. Prison is indeed eating human flesh. It is not only eating me, it is also eating you. It gradually blurs you in my mind. I can't even remember the mole at the corner of your eye, your favorite dress, and your eyes. , your anger. But it describes the heartbeat of you when I first saw you countless times in my heart, those details of you, those tiny coveted eyebrows, those habits that belong to Percy gradually peeled off in my mind, leaving only You, a pure you, or rather, a bone. There are only two tragedies in life: one is not getting what you want, and the other is getting what you want. I've experienced both, and sadly, neither you nor I are satisfied.

Speaking of people: Actually, I am a little dissatisfied with the ending, so I gave it four stars, because I feel that it is unfair to Robbie. The love between Percy and Oscar is a shocking drama. Robbie is only a small supporting role, but he is not fair. Oscar's love is no less than Percy's. It was Robbie who led Oscar on this path, and he accompanied Oscar through this life. His forbearance, perseverance, and careful care moved me even more. . (How come there are so few shots of Robbie Angel, and the ending is also hastily ended)

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  • Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: [in the prison visitors room] Oscar, you must let me in the witness box! If the jury can only hear what I have to say...

    Oscar Wilde: Bosie, darling boy, as soon as they see you in all your golden youth and me in all my corruption...

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: You didn't corrupt me! I corrupted you, if anything!

    Oscar Wilde: That's not how it will seem.

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: But I must have my say! It's outrageous! Everyone else has said everything, anything that came into his head! I'm the person all this is about! It's me my father wants to get at, not you! It's outrageous that I can't have my say!

    Oscar Wilde: It won't help, Bosie. It may actually make things worse.

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: But my father will win! I can't endure my father winning.

    Oscar Wilde: You must go away, dear boy. I couldn't bear for them to arrest you.

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: I can't bear what they're saying about you in court.

    [the bell rings for visitors to leave]

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: Jesus Christ!

    [He grabs for Oscar's hand through the mesh window]

    Oscar Wilde: Goodbye Bosie, dear boy. Don't let anyone, anything, ever change your feeling for me, change your love.

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: Oscar, never! They never will! I won't let them! I won't let them!

  • Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: [Oscar is ill in bed] You look such an idiot lying there. Revolting. Have you forgotten how to wash?

    Oscar Wilde: As a matter of fact, I'm dying for a glass of water.

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: Well, help yourself. You know where the jug is.

    Oscar Wilde: Bosie, darling...

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: It stinks in here. You'll be wanting me to empty your chamber pot next.

    Oscar Wilde: Well, I emptied your chamber pot... I looked after you...

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: Well, I'm not looking after you. Not now. You don't interest me, not when you're ill. You're just a boring, middle-aged man with a blocked-up nose.

    Oscar Wilde: Bosie, dearest boy...

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: SHUT UP! Dearest boy! Darling Bosie! It doesn't mean anything! You don't love me! The only person you've ever loved is yourself. You like me, you lust after me, you go about with me because I've got a title. That's all. You like to write about Dukes and Duchesses, but you know nothing about them. You're the biggest snob I've ever met, and you think you're so daring because you fuck the occasional boy.

    Oscar Wilde: Bosie, please... You're killing me...

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: You just about do when you're at your best. You're amusing, very amusing, but when you're not at your best, you're no one!

    Oscar Wilde: All I asked for was a glass of water...