I was so impetuous. At this impetuous moment, I quietly watched a boring movie that made my heart roll. At this moment, I seemed to see myself twenty years later, an old man with white temples insomnia and staring at the ceiling in a daze in the early morning. Work has been stably integrated into life, a stable and fun family, suddenly found that something ignited the fuse of the mid-life crisis, found that the people around were better than me, envied others for having a life that I could not experience, and started Feeling a little inferior, helpless, and doubting the purpose of ordinary life that I have always believed in. The wife who was sleeping beside her snored softly, her hand was no longer delicate and smooth, and her heart was no longer ups and downs, but she still couldn't help kissing her forehead. Look at the watch at two in the morning, there is still a faint movement in the next room, and suddenly find that your child is so big for some reason, you have no idea what he is thinking, no longer chasing you like an hour, Meet a little more polite and distance. Take a sigh of turbid yy some good things and gradually fall asleep. I thought that at this age, I could see through the world, and I could control everything, but when I encountered a difficulty beyond my ability, I couldn't help but begin to doubt myself, and I couldn't escape. Looking at your own children is like looking at yourself many years ago. Time passes by, no one can tell you to give up your ambitions, and no one asks you to be content and happy, and finally understand what character determines destiny. As the most ordinary middle class, cranky thinking and dissatisfaction with the status quo lead to more and more anxiety, and it is easy to fall into a negative mood. In the end, it's just a contest, entanglement, and competition with yourself. puffing myself up, tearing myself down. Why don't you let yourself go, enjoy and love the world but don't want to possess it. The last concert and the son's sentence: I love you. The old BRAD was rescued, and our life ultimately needs the redemption of our family and our own letting go. In other words, if it was easy to use an iPhone at that time, it would be great to have a watch, a bicycle. Loyal to yourself, loyal to family, loyal to life peace&love
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