In fact, it can be made clear in the chat box, but because of its great significance, I must record this letter in a way that is more suitable for long-term preservation. Since about November, my life has completely changed in every way. Of course, this didn't happen overnight, but it seems that the impact on me from reading or watching movies, etc., is concentrated in this period of time. I don't know what aspects I will cover in this letter, but the story of this period of time cannot be told in one letter. Let's start with a documentary I watched this afternoon. I finished watching Miss Americana this afternoon. Even if I never say it, I think you can feel it, I'm not a Taylor fan. And it just so happens that in many ways I have reservations about her for exactly the same two lines she made against Martha during the campaign. She wins by being a female figure who fits the demands of a patriarchal society. But I also know very well that she did nothing wrong in the process, she just did what she was supposed to do and she worked harder than most. So I never publicly expressed my dislike for her, on the contrary I was moved by many of her songs. I know this reason sounds so unreasonable, it's like saying I don't like her because she's too good, too skinny, sings too sweet, and the stage finish is too perfect. Not so. My dislike or even disappointment stems from my belief that her existence and some of her intentional or unintentional expressions make this society think that it should be the case, that it is her job to maintain her body, and that it meets the expectations of others It is a matter of course to be a good person or even a saint, and it is a woman's proper attitude not to express herself, because we have no right. My disappointment is not with her, but with the entire patriarchal society. But I always felt that she could be more powerful. She's the best in her industry, but she's not fighting against the obvious discrimination and oppression, even though it's understandable for her to do so as a vested interest, and I expect that to be the case. Throughout the documentary, I can clearly see her growing up as a woman, continuous and slow. Give up and admit the previous dieting behavior, face the ridicule and criticism, file a lawsuit for sexual harassment and realize the dehumanization of the whole process, pay attention to women's own demands and liberation, and directly propose to control their own political voice. She did it. It's hard for me to describe how I feel after watching it, because I'm not looking at this life as a fan, but I believe that thousands of people will be inspired and even awakened. She's been like a top student in school to me for a long time, impeccable in every detail, but shows no interest in anything other than that, as if the only thing that matters to her is grades and Compliments from teachers and classmates. This documentary made me see that she is not only America's sweetheart, she is more like a Hermione-like character, excellent but also has great strength and courage. She is already one of the best women, but she still has to face countless slut humiliations and harsh appearances, and now she has clearly expressed her disapproval and reflection. From my point of view, what I see is actually a very normal process of female awakening, a road that a woman must go through before realizing her self-worth, and a process that every man does not need to go through. I have no way of knowing if you, as a man, have feelings or awareness of this, but I think you must have the ability to feel. And I've never wanted you to feel so desperately. If you remember, I was very excited when I saw the portrait of the burning woman. I say it's the first time I've seen myself in a movie and felt myself, that delicate beauty and fiery love, that throbbing and heartbreak. After watching it for a long, long time, I couldn't help myself, and there was only one thought in my mind: "Is this how boys feel when they watch most movies?" Even as a heterosexual, every scene, every line, and even every sigh , all hit my heart. This is a story I can relate to, this is my gender identity and gender perspective. The warm and slightly translucent auricle in the sun, the curly hair that swayed up and down as she ran, I was a voyeur trying to restrain myself; she was behind me, her eyes were gentle and nostalgic, or maybe it was just My own delusion, I'm a gleaming admirer; I have to deceive her, she's a daffodil I can never reach, but even for her I don't want to be an echo of eternity, she's a phantom in my dreams , she is the sun of Icaris; she is the brightest one, but she refuses to face the real me or even the real herself, it shouldn't be, I can be anyone's anyone, but I don't want to be Her summer silk, I'm just the flame; she took my hand, turned and slowly descended the rock, and we drifted away, I would be a suitor for her; I looked at her through the bonfire, and I felt her first The first time I responded positively and accepted my heat, I was the suitor; I reached up and pulled her into my arms, and pushed her down the next step, I loved her; she came to me, she put out my burning skirt , she reached out to me, she touched me, and my love; we walked off the rock; we held our fingers; I kissed her. I think I've probably had enough, I'm sick of having worldly success to be eligible to speak, I'm sick of all the male casts and functional female characters in the movies, I'm sick of I've been deprived of the power to look bad , I'm fed up with being a collective, the role realizes value and sacrificing myself, and I'm fed up with the greed and deserving of those who have vested interests. And all of this, when I saw the movie, when I felt myself, I realized. This is my story, this is the story of girls telling girls, this is the story I want to tell, this is the beauty and love I want. I will try my best to live the life I want, I will try my best to be who I want to be, but I never want that to be taken for granted. Even if I'm not pretty, I'm out of shape, and my personality isn't liked, I have all the rights to be a human being. The only thing I've done for eighteen years is to be myself, because that's the only thing I'm good at, I can't be liked as easily as they are, and I can't control myself from saying those offensive things , because all the betrayal and deceit that happened taught me to value myself above everyone else. I rarely have expectations of others because I realize that other people's thoughts are something I can't and shouldn't change. But I've always had certain expectations of you, just as I've expected of Taylor. I look forward to you standing with me in this regard, but just like the character of Taylor's American Sweetheart, as a worldly good boy, you are already a vested interest, but I still hope so. I don't want you to be persuaded by me, I hope that one day, you will take the initiative to stand on my side. I rarely discuss with you too much about feminism, and I promise that this will be the last time to encourage everyone, but I sincerely hope that you will pay more attention to these issues. Maybe if you are lucky, one day you will choose to watch it with me. to the same distance. This is not a cry for help from a loner, in a sense, it is more like a high-spirited invitation. Telling you about my journey and inviting you is a risky and rude thing to do, but I always felt that I would regret not doing it. Maybe it's because you've always been rational and restrained. To me, you're just synonymous with self-discipline. Maybe it's because our reading directions are different. The inspiration to come is full of expectations, but behind these high-sounding reasons, the core point is that you are very important to me. Having written so much, I have almost finished what I want to express. In fact, many problems have been solved in the process of writing and expressing, even including the most important one. Thinking about it now, the significance of this letter may not lie in a black-and-white answer, but in my expression and talk, and my trust and love for you. May peace. Having written so much, I have almost finished what I want to express. In fact, many problems have been solved in the process of writing and expressing, even including the most important one. Thinking about it now, the significance of this letter may not lie in a black-and-white answer, but in my expression and talk, and my trust and love for you. May peace. Having written so much, I have almost finished what I want to express. In fact, many problems have been solved in the process of writing and expressing, even including the most important one. Thinking about it now, the significance of this letter may not lie in a black-and-white answer, but in my expression and talk, and my trust and love for you. May peace. Having written so much, I have almost finished what I want to express. In fact, many problems have been solved in the process of writing and expressing, even including the most important one. Thinking about it now, the significance of this letter may not lie in a black-and-white answer, but in my expression and talk, and my trust and love for you. May peace. Having written so much, I have almost finished what I want to express. In fact, many problems have been solved in the process of writing and expressing, even including the most important one. Thinking about it now, the significance of this letter may not lie in a black-and-white answer, but in my expression and talk, and my trust and love for you. May peace.
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