A person who is immersed in his inner world can grow like a tree as long as he is not disturbed. A fixed lifestyle day after day may be a kind of balance, talking to himself constantly emerging in the brain, not everything can be chaotic And noisy, there is always something that needs to be stabilized to feel safe. His overall perception of the world around him is like a god who strips himself out, looks at the playground he walks through from a top-down perspective, doesn't care about the details, just knows his destination and goes straight ahead. He is like a baby again, full of puzzlement and resistance to the surroundings. It is this kind of psychology that makes him unwilling to communicate, and he becomes the target of bullying by everyone on campus. Maybe not all the people spontaneously want to bully him and watch him laugh, but the power of the group is so terrifying, once there is a leader, they can rush up, everyone laughs, and Ben's helplessness is happy .
The saddest thing is that Ben can only gain people's understanding with a dead gesture. Only when he ceases to exist can he understand the pain he has experienced. This is a lesson that sees the smallest light in human nature. He didn't have to be troubled by such complicated voices in his years, and he could finally return to his own quiet world to be himself.
What it brings to me is to embrace those things that are not understood by me with a fraternal heart, and choose the most suitable for myself, not the best.
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