when we were young, there was always someone who loved to bully others, maybe this person was you.
When I saw this movie, "Ben X", I thought it was about being addicted to online games and couldn't tell the difference between virtual and reality. So I want to watch this movie to wake myself up, not to be addicted to the Internet, addicted to the virtual.
After watching it, I found that the online game is just a prop that the director needs. Of course, this online game can also be replaced with anything that can make people addicted and escape reality. The protagonist, Ben, was diagnosed with autism as a child and was bullied and humiliated at school. In the film, I have a big impression of him, that is, he keeps his mouth closed, and he doesn't open his mouth when he murmurs. On the way to school, too, I was extremely afraid of coming into contact with the world, and I used headphones to avoid all sounds.
However, the world would not let him go, and would not let go of a person who did not actually harm others. When I watched other people bully him, I couldn't help but think of the scene when I was bullied. Didn't I come here like this when I was in elementary school and junior high school? In one scene, I felt the same way. Two people beat him to the ground, forced him to take a medicine (it should be ecstasy), and then spit in his mouth. Is the method of humiliation universal to human beings? I should be in the third or fourth grade of elementary school. Xu Xianzhou put me on the table and spat in my mouth. Also, I do some acupuncture exercises on my back every day. In junior high school, he was beaten by his teacher (Gong Daogui), Jiang Mingsheng, and inexplicably slapped when he went to the toilet. So, when I had a similar experience, when I saw Ben being bullied, I kept saying silently: "You fight back, fight back viciously!" I thought of killing them.
But Ben didn't, kindly or cowardly, he didn't fight back. Rather want to self-destruct. He smashed the computer, showing that he wanted to self-destruct when his mother asked him about the nude video of him being humiliated.
However, he remembered one thing, that girl, who admired him in the game, liked him, wanted to take the train to see him. So he went to the train station.
After the girl finally left on the train, I didn't understand why she appeared next to him again, and she was affectionate and affectionate, which made me a little surprised and suspicious. The girl persuaded him to get rid of the suicide years, but to take an action, a plan to slap everyone in the face - suspended animation; this plan, a plan of wisdom, hope and strength. It is not such a desperate and cowardly act as suicide. But——to this world, to get back what belongs to him——dignity. In the end, he succeeded.
At the end of the film, the girl asked him, "Would you like to get on a horse?" He said, "Actually, what kind of horse is born to be ridden?" Talking to the air, at this moment, I suddenly realized that the girl was never by his side from beginning to end, it was just his hallucination, or rather, his belief. Are we also imagining that there is such a girl who comes to us and saves us?
Of course, there is no need to imagine, because, there will be no such good things, even if there is, is your life miserable enough? Enough news? Angels also want news effects. Just like the Foxconn jumpers, only after their death does society pay attention to them, who they are and how they live, but soon, they become numbers again.
So, the person who chokes me, the teacher who overturns my desk, the person who bullies me, how am I going to face what you have done to me? Retaliation is obviously unwise, because, I don't want to break the law, especially when I was originally on the side of justice and turned into a person to be punished. Learn from Ben, be self-improving, think wisely, and use your own strength to make a name for yourself. If the dog bites me, is it fair that I have to pounce on it and bite it?
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