(Let's set this enthusiasm aside and start to write your paper. )
I listened to my roommate's breakup story last week, boasted that I had considered the rationality of the concept of love itself, and finally swore to declare that I was "happy and self-sufficient", so in this sense, the love that includes contract and commitment Both are self-destructive self-sufficiency, and only a joy-driven early adopter-style shared pleasure-seeking is justified.
Then I regretted it on the second day, and once again deeply realized that I was guilty of involuntary pride, boasted that I was "self-sufficient", as Augustine said, I was in a state of intoxication of life, and illusoryly believed that I had obtained Stable, but nothing at all.
To be honest, this drama is suitable for people who have no idea about the world and life, and also suitable for people who are already troubled by nihilism. The person who is stable is me (even the world can be said to be stable).
When I saw the end of the first season, I was still in a haze, even when I heard wubba lubba dub dub, I still felt yeah... I know he's in great pain, but I just know that he is in pain. At that time, I told my roommate that this anime was interesting, but it was too empty, which meant that I could hardly understand this kind of nothingness.
But after another 2 seasons, I feel this pain, or it seems like I felt it a long time ago, but I forgot about it because I was obsessed with the limited possessions I have now, and the self problems left behind.
Although at the end of season 2, someone said -What are you in for? -Everything. It means that his family is everything to him. If I have a say as a self-confessed nihilist, I don't think it's saying that family is everything, because he doesn't think so at all, and he can feel deep down that he has nothing or deserves nothing. I think everything means that everything in the past is the reason why he is locked in prison, this ending can't be changed since the beginning, all pain (or numbness at this time) is doomed.
He has, as the psychiatrist says, a proud intelligence, but it sometimes seems like an inescapable curse; he has the intelligence to turn himself into a pickle, but dripping with rat blood and excrement. He can dominate everything in the universe, but the only thing he can't control himself, keep himself away from the constant pain that arises from within himself.
In the unity episode, he looked in the mirror and said it was the best weekend, let's see how long we can go. Pain is the norm. So how to maintain oneself in happiness becomes a problem.
When this happy intoxication subsided, ironically, as he fell on the table in the garage, Jerry outside the door happily solved the weed problem by finding a potent herbicide. How easy it is for a fool to be happy! Before I complained, the mass media exaggerated the pain of genius, so that people firmly believe, and are willing to believe that the relationship between happiness and happiness is a bell curve, so the smartest people are the most painful.
But seriously, it makes no sense, there is no data to prove it is. But what if, this is an idea I dug up only recently, what if the truth of the world is nothingness? If the ultimate truth necessarily leads to suffering, then those who are smart enough to discover it will bear the suffering.
Even, trying to say yes, the truth of life is nothingness, but it still doesn't make sense to think that way, so the only thing that makes sense is to believe that life has meaning to give meaning to life - I should really take a good look at Sisyphus, but for now The ignorant I think this is what Camus is trying to say - it's just a utilitarian decision not to think that life is nothing, but in fact life is nothing.
What if this is the truth of life? What if life didn't even have an adventure, just an endless collapse. What if I didn't even feel the parallel world, but only the hopelessness congealed in the possibility of collapsing here.
I don't even remember hearing the song hurt, but when I heard it at the end of season 2, I could almost pick up the next lyric, and I found it in my playlist.
How did I discover this song? I've heard it a few times, in what context? I can't remember anything.
But now it's time to sleep. "As long as this thing puts you to sleep, do it." So it's time for me to go to bed, get up, drink coffee, and write my paper.
ps. I really like Birdman.
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