Standing on the wrong CP and continuing to watch it feels like stubbornly waiting for someone who will never love you.
When I saw the fifth episode of this drama, I couldn't help but go to the Internet to find spoilers, and then I knew that B and M were not official matches. At that time, I wanted to give up the drama immediately, but I ended up watching it, although I kept watching it all the time. The feeling of being hot and cold by BM involves both sour and sweet emotions, but I still feel that at least the screenwriters of the first season are still gentle with B and M.
BJ is a popular official CP. In fact, after watching the 22 episodes, I also think that J is the most suitable partner for B. Many people regret that BM is that they are not together, or they have never had a perfect and complete SEX. But for me, the relationship between B and M is precious enough, and I don’t feel sorry for it. Although I occasionally sigh why the plot is not developing in the direction of BM, psychologically I think the emotion presented in the plot is already B and M are the best scales.
Many people mentioned that M was his secret love for B for more than ten years, or his infinite tolerance and thoughtfulness to B. He gave the love that he could fill his whole life with, just for B to be there. When you get old or have had enough fun or even just want to rest your feet, you can go home.
This well-known secret love is indeed a topic that cannot be ignored when discussing BM's relationship, but I think the feelings and ties between them are not limited to this. Simply put, they are not secretly in love and enjoy being secretly in love Relationship.
As the two of them have mentioned countless times in the play, they have known each other almost from the beginning of the record. They have been accompanying and caring for each other for nearly 30 years in their lives. They indulge and enjoy themselves together and endure all the hardships together. time. There is no need to say more about M's care and tolerance for B. Everyone who watches the show has seen it for all to see. To the extent that he can do it for B, an exaggerated description is simply "licking a dog more than licking a dog", and a phone call is always available. , even if he is on vacation with his lover, he will return immediately, accept all his ridicule and ignorance, and wait in Babylon every night for B to come out and send him home... To be honest, it is unbelievable to me even typing .
But in fact, what M did to B was not just because he was a humble crush for more than ten years. Of course, this kind of love is the key source of his tolerance for B. When you love someone, Then he can really be unscrupulous with you. However, M can hold on to such emotions for decades, because he can feel that he is needed. For B, why is M an indispensable part of his life.
I often feel that love is too shallow to describe BM's feelings. After watching the 22 episodes of the first season, in fact, the importance of M to B far exceeds that of B to M, because B has lacked the care of his relatives since childhood, and He is also a person who doesn't care about anyone and doesn't believe in love. He is a lonely person in terms of family, friendship and love. For M, it was like the night when we went to New York, B and M were standing outside the car that was throwing their sights, and he told M that I knew I was a jerk to you a lot of the time, and I didn't care about you as much as you did. Be nice to me, but I know that you are the only person who will never leave me no matter what I do, but will always love me, at the same time, B also said another sentence - "and I do too", many people say Only see M's contribution to B, but ignore that B has the same contribution to M, he also accompanied M in all the difficult times, protected M when he was bullied, took him to the hospital when he was sick, in order to let him go. M returned to the doctor's side and pushed him away in the most decisive way, even though it would cause him to lose M completely, and then lived in a daze every day and lost interest in everything, when M lied to see him and made the doctor angry , he will also go and tell the doctor that you will not completely own him by doing this, but will push him away...I don't want to put it all down to the fact that the person he loves is M, I mean, he does love him very much, but It's not because of love. In the 29 years of B's life, M has made up for his lack of family care, given him the meticulous company of his close friends, and the inseparable dependence of his lovers. M is vital and irreplaceable to him. People, if M disappears, a certain part of his life will also be missing, so the crush and the crush cannot be used as a simple description of BM's feelings. The feelings between them are much more precious and complicated than that. Much deeper.
Like at the end of the first episode, B said on the rooftop, if you don't stand up then I'll jump off, and then M stood up tremblingly despite being scared, this scene is already the best relationship between them The portrayal, in the past 29 years of life, everything in this world is not worthy of B's care, he has nothing to care about in this world, and M's warmth and love are the most important emotional involvement between him and the human world, so when With M standing next to him, he no longer wants to jump, but can become a "Superman".
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