Why should it happen to a bunch of women instead of a bunch of boys, a tall and handsome male teacher. Or is it that women are more likely to fail on the road of self-deception. A female teacher who needs to find a sense of presence in the same sex, she has only girls and no opposite sex, so she is psychopathic? ! How does a person define himself? Through others, through self-examination, through other people's examination, it reflects on himself and then self-examination. One becomes such a person because of the scrutiny of others, because the double scrutiny of the self determines one's own existence. So, being the best person means being the best person in the eyes of others. That self, the most perfect and best self, ran away from the moment this idea started, and she began to let the ugly and primitive true self lying on the ground feel shame and humiliation all the time. Terrible. How can a female teacher prove her existence, the premise is that she is aware of her existence, she can be an old maid, just stay there, just like everyone else, is there any problem, no, very safe, especially Safety. The most tragic thing is that she wants to start different, that fictional, imaginary perfect self, because of the different self-validated self, ran away, far away from touch, lie, self-deception, lie, self-deception, How can you not be hypnotized for a long time? I am her and she is me.
However, the truth is like the pea under the bed of Princess Pea. When she sleeps, she always reminds me, ah, I panic. A truly perfect person appeared. In reality, in fact, the hypnotized self was suddenly pulled under the sun to bask in the sun, only to realize that he had always been a shadow on the ground, lying on the ground, never getting up. That crack has always existed, and it instantly makes that self nowhere to hide, like being stripped of clothes. The perfect she is perfect because she must not exist alive, cannot exist, cannot be integrated with life, and cannot dangle around herself every day. So she had to die, to be dead to ensure perfection. Cracks cannot be repaired, they are always there. It can only be ignored to a certain extent, it is the tension between the real and the illusion, the battlefield of the self and the self, the boundless nothingness that can be beautified, or it is nothing, just a dream, there are also Probably just the sudden boredom since H.
What can this crack bring? Violent? Reality and illusion mean that you have a fight, one of you dies, and then countless yourself stand up? If it is simple, the world will always be peaceful and life will always be beautiful. It's real, someone died, it's just me, the self-fantasy and lust of the person who wrote it, it's an explanation. But, indeed, indeed, someone died. How far is the distance between an idea and an action? This behavior breaks through the goodness of human beings, breaks through the many defenses of society, and is finally implemented, depriving others of their lives, just giving it a name of violence, or giving it a name. Is an explanation full of beauty and imagination enough? Or, if there is no way out, just admit that people are inherently evil, or that people are inherently sinful, once and for all? Someone died and was killed by another. I don't know what to say. Because I don't know either.
Half of how many people were gone a long, long time ago, in a place that made the other me envious and made the other me suffer humiliation and torment. I want to be a better version of myself, but I'll never get there, and then there's chronic jealousy and never-ending anxiety and inability to accept myself. Or, live safely in self-deception, never knowing it.
Maybe, in literature and art, this crack is very subtle, so there will be a lot of beauty, even if it is ugly, you can also look at it, there are too many possibilities. However, once you enter life, torment, pain, anxiety, grief, and how clearly they exist, make you feel uneasy all day long. Produce better work? Maybe. But why can't the life continue smoothly, safely and happily?
Really, if you don't start, can everything be perfect? This perfection is peaceful.
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