Infatuation with you is only for the missing self

Rosalee 2022-04-20 09:02:52

At first, the poster of the movie attracted me. Eva Green's astonishing face made me open the movie without reading the introduction.
As soon as Miss G appeared, her passionate, wild, and fanatic aura aroused my appetite, and I speculated with great interest in the follow-up storyline: a teacher with a beautiful personality and a youthful diving girl, could it be that this happened? Is it an inspirational drama about teachers leading students to chase their dreams and so on? But looking at the background of this era and the gorgeous environment, it doesn't seem to match. Until the appearance of Feiyama, the princess party, until Miss G hid Feiyama's shortbread and postcards and looked at her with longing and pondering eyes, I have a hunch, is this a lily plot? Alas, the fact turned out as I expected, they finally crossed the border of morality and walked through the forbidden zone of love, and then turned into a cup.
Not to mention the above, I think the best part of this film is the creation of the image of Miss G, which is very telling and worth exploring. In fact, the first thought that popped up at the end of the film is that Miss G is so pitiful. We all know such a truth, the more a person lacks, the more he tends to show off. Look at our Miss G, in this clunky, dreary girls' boarding school, with a group of loyal and adoring girls around her knees listening intently to her witty adventure stories made up or borrowed from , so that her vanity or inner desire was satisfied. She indulges in it, and she encourages her girls with a passionate tone to pursue their inner desires. But outsiders like me and other audiences can see it clearly. The louder her voice is, the more weak she is in her heart. She lives her whole life in this small boarding school, where she contacts the rigid staff other than the girls.
adventure? Desires? Colorful experiences? She wanted it, she desperately wanted it. However, these are just unattainable dreams for her. She kept fantasizing about them, deceiving herself like Ah Q, pretending that everything had happened and pretending to be unique and brave. With the appearance of Yama, she may always be her imaginary queen by following the rules.
Feyama? God, when Miss G saw this girl for the first time, this pampered and well-bred, this beautiful girl who is neither humble nor frail, she was attracted by her soul, she looked up her background and learned about her past, and to Feiyama life obsessed to madness. She likes her, she tolerates her in diving training, tolerates her carnival nights, and does anything to get Fayama's approval.
Poor Miss G, you are infatuated with Feiyama because she is the self you aspire to be, the self you have outlined countless times in your mind. But you can't be her. Year after year, you've been numb in your own imagination. But it is such a perfect image that suddenly appears naked beside you, you are crazy, your mind is active, and you don't know how to express your longing... But your approach only brings Feiyama. When harm comes, she does not cater to you, but brutally tore apart your true face and heart.
In the end, you still haven't become Feiyama, you are still the cowardly Miss G, you killed Feiyama, but also killed your own desires, after all, you are compromising with the rules you have always followed. I am sorry for you.
In fact, vaguely, some sensitive people may be able to see some shadows of themselves in Miss G. They have strong dreams and pursuits in their hearts, but they dare not pursue them because of low self-esteem or cowardice. They can only fantasize in their hearts. deceive or deceive yourself. And maybe one day, there will be someone you have longed for and outlined for a long time. At that time, will you become Miss G? Still like Dai in the film, bravely on the road.
The boring electives are finished, and the writing is finished. One last word: Girls' boarding school is so dangerous~~

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  • [first lines]

    Di: Miss G, I wanted to thank you for lending me the book.

    Miss G: Did you read it?

    Di: Yes.

    Miss G: Did you get caught?

    Di: No. And anyway, I'm not sure what all the fuss is about. I wasn't corrupted.

    Miss G: Good for you. Let them put that in their pipes.

  • Miss G: The most important thing in life is desire.

    Miss G: You can achieve anything you want.

    Miss G: The world is yours for the taking.

    Miss G: Nothing is impossible for you, my girls.

    Miss G: All you need is to desire it.