I have always fantasized about being a woman like Consuela, with a body that swims and slips like a young fish, golden brown hair and face, beautiful breasts, eyes and feelings that are clean and translucent like luxury crystals, and also, there is a person like A man like David, with a shiny and sexy bald head, gray-blue eyes with water mist, understands classical beauty, can play the piano, loves himself so much, and is so obsessed with your body, you need to feel every inch of your skin and heart .
However, here I can also see the body that will grow old, the body that will be sick, so sinking and irreversible, even the poet's elegy can't make it light and translucent like a feather. We are so afraid of mutilation, separation and death. Faced with fear and desire, "If I lost my breasts, would you still have sex with me? Would you still have an erection?" David didn't answer Consuela. He was more afraid than she was, as if he was about to lose his own soul.
In water, in light, in the blending of water and fire, how does life start? Men and women, turning back into slippery fetuses, how can they swim in a warm and soft shuttle flow, opening and closing without entangling their fingers? The one I watched before, I forgot the name, it was so deep, so painful, I brought the ultimate meditation of life into the meridians of my body to love, my lover is gone, her hair, her skin, everything about her Memories, extreme pain in the fire of tears Nirvana rebirth.
Many people, Cai Lan too, think marriage is extremely immoral, tying up joy and freedom with a barbaric order. But why is the happy ending of love in almost all movies, novels, and fairy tales always the expectation or continuation of marriage? Possession produces jealousy and savagery, so do men and women who always live in a state of dissociation feel doubt and hurt again? So, is it possible that the body and the soul are separated and unified, and many small fish will be born, and they will still be alive and agile and interesting until they are very old?
I believe that people who have experienced marriage for a period of time will reflect on their living conditions. When they are indifferent to sex, they will fantasize about the emergence of new sexual partners. The soul also wants to make love, and will have more and more desires than the body. When we meet the hunting deer,
My heart will speed up and I will be very happy, but immediately I will be unsteady and dodge with a guilty conscience. In the end, kindness and happiness are the existence of the sun and the moon.
I haven't thought about it too much lately.
Recently, I like to eat durian coconut milk porridge in the morning.
Always read about love relationships lately. Found out that my body's hormones had reached the point of thinning.
I've been having crazy dreams lately. In a poor Indian village, mend their souls. It flew very high with its big wings and could clearly see the roof below. And my husband's old lover turned into a mud-green murloc and wanted to come and take off my clothes. Why is my husband's eyes always cold in dreams?
Recently, I suddenly became interested in practicing calligraphy and painting.
Recently, I decided to concentrate on practicing "Meditation Yoga" by Jiao Linjiang, not for slimming and beauty, but to re-understand the profound and serious philosophical history of yoga and the shining cosmic thought, clean body and soul, conceive and rebirth.
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