From now on, go on like this.
Losing, we experience loss every second.
However, in the past two years, I have lost my friend Mo Ni, I have lost joy, and even I have lost the ability to experience loneliness. These can be forgotten. What makes my heart hurt is that I lost you, and I lost the ability to be with you. During the two years we were together, I wanted to let go of a lot. I wanted to let go of you the most, but I couldn't do anything about it. The seeds you planted in my heart for four years have long since become a luxuriant forest.
Two years ago, I got you, a pure love, a perfect body,
I told you: This is the most beautiful breast I have ever seen.
You ask me: do you like them?
Actually, you know, I've already fallen into it.
So, I fell into panic, I was afraid of losing you, and wanted to know your whereabouts all the time; I fell into jealousy, everyone who has something to do with you, I told myself not to hate them, but it didn't help; I fell into loneliness, as long as there is no you , my world was eclipsed and lonely for a moment; I fell in love, which made me panic even more.
Thus, these feelings begin to cycle, and there is no way to get rid of them.
So doubts clouded me.
I ask myself: what will happen in a few years; you ask me the same.
Lost self-confidence, I doubt everything, including your love.
In this way, I live pervertedly, I want to do everything for you, but this thought makes me terrified. I found an idea in the loop: don't go any further, that's it. I thought it was a lifesaver, but it was actually a gut-piercing poison.
At that time, I knew it was very important to you, but at the last second, I took out the phone and told you a lie, I thought it was to comfort myself, but it hurt you deeply . The message on the phone can hear your heartbreak, but you can't see my haggard.
Paralysis is not just an act, but a state.
I don't know if I regret it, but I go into the past two years.
I don't know to be thankful or to curse the breast cancer that haunts you, it's him who brought you back to me.
I can't tell the difference between funny and sad, and I don't care, the important thing is that you appear in my arms again.
Love continues to shine here, but with an obscure symbol.
As long as you...
appear in front of you again, the perfection of your body has long been imprinted in my eyes, and you still belong to this perfection at this moment, no matter what medicine has done to you, no matter what you are physically What has changed.
Once again at the beach, we hugged each other tightly.
From this second, we change each other; from this time, we hold each other; from this moment, we become each other.
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