Revisiting The L Word day and night during a few days off at home, the question lingers.
The first time I watched it was about ten years ago. At that time, I thought Bette was a scumbag. I didn't cherish such a good tee. I insisted on cheating and messing around, and it also created an atmosphere where I tried my best to control it. It's all hormones?
T leave you, you deserve it. But why arrange a fierce breakup P?
The second time I watched it was probably five years ago. I saw the broken process of B and the predicament of being unable to escape. Seeing her crying every night when she thinks of T, and seeing her joy and suffering every time she sees her. B is an Tiancai-type character, but she cheated on her partner, openly fell in love with a sculptor and deceived her, and countless inexplicable phone calls to T, jealousy and disputes were all written that she loves her, but why did you go early? already?
T still loves you, you love each other and can't say it, but that's not the reason for cheating.
This time for the third time.
Suddenly I understood the moment when the world collapsed. The strength you worked hard to maintain was smashed by the burst of tears, and finally turned into a sentence of "monster".
You are not someone who will not refuse. But you didn't refuse to kiss you when she walked side by side, and you responded to her. When T hugged you from behind, you thought it was her, the office had your fragility, the cell had your struggles, but you still got on her trailer and said to her, take me somewhere. The way you unarmed, really It's distressing and frustrating.
You are not a cautious person either. Everyone talks about your need for control, and you have a hard time balancing yourself. You need to be depended on, you need to be needed, you need to release stress, these values that should have been obtained from T, but because of her independence, your alienation, and even your damn charm, evolved into an affair. That day you When I got home, T was sitting on the sofa, she said to you that I know and I saw it all. what about you? You can't say anything but sorry, you can't do anything but smother her in bed to feel you again, where's your resolute, decisive, B? You see that T is doing well at work, shining brightly in life and being with other women and men again, you are sad and jealous, want to know everything and because of your identity, where is your self-confidence, B?
You are not one to let go. You have also been attracted by the light of others, and you have learned from your ex-girlfriend how to chase J, and eagerly kissed all kinds of play with her, thinking that you have fallen in love with her. But your circle of friends overlaps too much. When T becomes single again, and you can't bear to hurt J, what did you do? You are still the B who sees the love in T's eyes and the love overflows the screen. You don't know what to do. You can't help pulling down her arm when you hear that she and others are just playing on the scene. Your kiss is so natural. You are too familiar with her body, you miss her so much, you say that you need time to think, the "I love you" you blurted out in the elevator and hadn't been heard by her in the middle of the night, it seems that you are inseparable, have never been separated.
I have to brighten the screen to see the words you say with your back to her. And she loves you, as long as she takes the initiative, you will collapse in an instant. You choose cheat again, until the driving outing, T can't bear the torment and leave the seat, your pursuit is so far away, do you notice it?
It is said that tibette is made in heaven, is it really made in heaven?
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