crazy to death

Josue 2022-09-20 17:51:42

This drama generally progresses from a climax to a steady progress, from the frenzied, radical irony and self-deprecation of the first episode, but then slowly and gradually calms down, family life, getting along with mothers, interacting with children, and finally self-compromising towards that path. "Gate of Light" to go.

It might have been a happy ending for Patrick, who finally "let it go".

But I actually don't think it's credible. I prefer to believe that this is just his imagination. In fact, he should be crazy to the point of death, and the cycle of withdrawal and relapse will continue. The great pain and physical impairment caused by childhood trauma made him seem to have reached another realm: a wonderful sense of humor generated by a twisted mockery and disgust of the world. This is too rare, not to mention the moral aspect, this is a distorted beauty forged from the pain of "great and despicable".

Of course, the consequences are short-lived, he'll go mad to death, lying on the hospital bed convulsingly saying "I want to die", there's no such thing as "I've had enough ghosts" that he initially hated and despised the drug rehab clubs. And the decision to return to the family...

I believe in this ending, I believe that he will die early, ugly, cold, crazy, talking to himself, having sex, injecting injections...

I only regard the ending in the episode as a possibility in time. I believe that the power of time will smooth out everything, not so fast. Maybe he will compromise and face it in his later years, so it is also a peaceful possibility. sex.

Also, I'm intrigued by the groups and classes that Nicholas and Patrick's fathers represent, but can't say much.

His father's reason for the violence against Patrick was, "Even though there were complaints at the time and the pain was unbearable, what I thought was cruel at the time was actually a gift, but it was actually love, I don't expect you to be grateful to me now, but I hope you will grow up and thank me for teaching you independence. "Education should allow children to speak in the future. If they can survive this, nothing will trouble me in the future."

Before his death, Nicholas's excited and revealing remarks were "No, I have not suffered from mental illness, even in this degenerate age full of confessions and complaints, all conversations are full of Freud's nonsense, Like a newspaper wrapped in vinegar-soaked french fries, some people choose not to eat them, as if it wasn't ridiculous enough to say that all kids have to be gifted, they also have to be sick by now, Asper Personality Disorder, Autism, Dyslexia... Confuse the school, poor children, if they say they are not abused they must say they are abusive, I call you dear because I obviously have it Lack of sincerity disorder, no I've never suffered from mental illness in the slightest, because I'm the impossibly, the perfectly healthy, the psychotherapists said in front of me, they're ashamed of their deceitful profession…”

I can understand but can't say anything.

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