This drama should have been stored in my mobile phone from the beginning of 2021. I worked overtime late one day and lay down and couldn’t sleep. It started the first episode and then put it aside. I just felt it was quite shocking. Narrative acting.
The first difference of the new year was contributed to the Great Northwest. A few days after eating soil, I was told that my father had a severe reaction to chemotherapy combined with immunotherapy, such as high fever, diarrhea, and low blood pressure. The degree of reaction was absolutely unexpected. As the time to return home approached, my father's condition became worse and worse. Before boarding the first flight of the two flights, a doctor said that the bacterial infection was very serious. voyage. I thought a lot during that time.
The older I get, the clearer the resistance to my father's selfishness and paranoia from my childhood has become. I still remember that before watching the drama, a drama critic said that some people are not born to be parents and do not understand lovers. When I saw it, I thought it was an excuse for my dad. With this kind of father-daughter relationship awareness, I didn't even know what to think on the plane.
I think of him as a gambler in the past, of him now with extreme extremes, of the images that often popped up in my mind when I was motivated to study, his sweat-soaked work clothes, and the black-and-white photos of him who used to be young but with a beard. I want to watch the next four episodes, 2-4 is the original speed, and the fifth episode is 1.5 times the speed. Such a drama seems to be leading him to reconcile with the original and let go of his resentment against him. At the end of the credits Pa walked into the light, and I looked at the porthole, and there was light there too. Guessing the plot and thinking about his situation, the corners of his eyes rubbed and rubbed.
Seven or eight minutes before I landed on the phone and turned on the phone, I rated the news in my mind, and did a good job of psychological construction for myself. Fortunately, I did not receive the news that had been rated.
The mood of the second voyage calmed down a bit. I opened the book and read it. I don’t remember when there was a psychology book in the kindle. I opened it at random and found that empathy is an innate brain development. Some People just can't empathize, and what they show is selfishness, and empaths are often most afraid of encountering people who lack empathy. They look down at themselves, as if they are talking about me and my father.
It is said that there is no parent who does not love their children, but they love in their own way. Papa is like this, and so is my father.
Thinking about it like that, there seems to be light ahead...
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