After watching the show, I searched the reviews and found that everyone was very desperate when watching the movie, and they were suffocated to the point of being unable to watch it any longer.
And then suddenly found myself a hopeless pessimist because even the most divine and desperate first episode left me in a calmer mood. I only think that these rotten and rotten things are normal in life, and because I also had an unsatisfactory childhood and an unsatisfactory family of origin
Being PUA, being beaten, being molested, my childhood is all complete
So I kind of understand Patrick, understand his mentality of trying to get better, and understand his collapse two or three times.
In fact, the most hopeless, powerless, and collapsed thing is that when you thought you had walked out of those shadows and bid farewell to your past self, something suddenly happened that knocked you back to your original shape. It seems to be telling you that you are an extremely bad person. You are rotten and smelly. You are always the one in the quagmire. Your bright appearance is just whitewashing.
It's really desperate, even more desperate than when I made the change myself
So compared to the first episode, the most powerless thing for me is the fourth episode
I thought that having a happy family and having my own children would mean that I walked out of the past. Then, with a few random words from her mother, she knocked herself back to her original shape. The most terrifying thing is that I accidentally let my most precious children see the bad things, and even all this will affect my children...
Patrick, who had a bad childhood, vowed to make his children happy, but he still inadvertently planted a "Melrose" wound on the child
Whenever I see Robert watching everything in silence, I want to step up and cover his eyes and tell him it's not what you see
Patrick hates his parents so much that he doesn't want to let himself indulge in the past and become like them. Even if he resembles his parents again, he is still himself - the Patrick who is stepping in the mud and trying to grow up
So I'm optimistic about the final outcome
Because he is still the strong Patrick in his bones, he will let go of all this, embrace the future, and embrace his family
In the end, I was really relieved to watch the part where Patrick rebelled like his father when he was young. I know it's his fantasy, but I know it's Patrick talking to the past, he's telling the past, "I let it go, I don't grapple anymore, I don't hate anymore, it's just a waste of my time, I'm going Embrace my future. The past is gone, I am just myself."
Fortunately, it's not too late for Patrick to understand that his wife still loves him, and his son trusts him after all. He can compensate his family, his son is still young, and he can patiently accompany them to mend the wounds in their hearts.
It is really difficult to reconcile with the family of origin. It's so hard, so hard.
You hate them, but you just become what they are. Invisibly, your behavior is so like them, the scary thing is that you have no way of realizing it.
What I was terrified about in the first episode was that it wasn't the drug addiction process, it was that every word Patrick said was like his father. I was really afraid that he would carry this mountain on his back for the rest of his life.
Speaking of which, they are really disgusting parents, disgusting to the extreme. Not to mention other aspects, but in terms of his two parents, it is really disgusting that makes people want to vomit, and disgusting makes people want to shoot them down.
Let's talk about his father first, David Melrose, what kind of bastard is this to be able to take his bastard traits as an advantage so bluntly, it's really disgusting to death.
I still can't understand his brain circuit, "I'm doing it for your own good, you can only be strong if you can endure everything. I hurt you because I love you"? ? ? ? You fucking raped your son for his own good? ? ? ?
You are treating your son as your own personal belongings! Because he is the best in control!
Really disgusting to die for.
As for his mother, his mother is more disgusting than his father. At least his father is very straightforward and shameless, but his mother is still shameless in the name of I love you, and has been lying to his son. I have to say that his mother acted like a mother who cared about her child and asked him what was wrong with you? Like he promised countless times that he could accompany him. But the most disgusting thing is that she clearly knows why, and the most disgusting thing is that she has never cared about the guarantee to her child, because that is her excuse to make trouble.
The most disgusting thing is, "Me too", I know what my son is going through, but I don't care. You as my son can't blame me either because I'm hurt too. It hurts me even more when you bring up old things now. Is this what a mother said! ! ! FUCK!
I really hope she can act for a lifetime, even if Patrick never finds you so disgusting in his life, so he doesn't hit rock bottom again in middle age.
I really feel sorry for Patrick. He finally got rid of his father's shadow, and his mother hurt him again.
Really, how disgusting and disgusting these couples, these parents, are.
If at first I felt sympathy for a mother who has such a husband, I would say now that you deserve the fuck, you two deserve to be a couple and hate each other.
Although his parents are extremely disgusting and life is extremely disgusting, fortunately Patrick still found a glimmer of hope in life, his family.
Mary is really a good person, and fortunately she is with him. His son loves him too.
At the last moment, the door closed.
Patrick Melrose shut all his childhood, all his shadows, behind that door.
The reborn Patrick went to find his family to reunite.
i really love patrick melrose
Although he was alcoholic, drugged, romantic, cheating, selfish, childish, mean, sarcastic, contemptuous of everything, irritable, prone to extremes, and broke down from time to time.
But I still love him, even to the core.
Because of his tenacious vitality.
Even if he fell to the bottom and was stepped on in the mud, he never gave up. Try to climb up and force yourself to go down everything. Even if he fell back to the bottom in the next second and had to start climbing again, repeating this extremely painful process, he never gave up.
So I love him.
What fascinates me the most is his temperament, his life is so bad, so rotten, but when he straightens his body, he is so noble and a mess, his whole person is delicate and sluggish, that cold, arrogant and delicate nobleman that accompanies the whole situation. Fan Er is really awesome
In other words, I really like the Chinese translation of "Melrose". It simply means "Melrose", which refers not only to Patrick Melrose himself, but also to Patrick who has the shadow of David Melrose. really good
By the way, as a digression, after watching this drama, I completely differentiated Benny and Curly Fu.
Benny is an actor, he played my favorite Sherlock, he played Melrose, he played many, many roles, he was a good character.
Curl is my life, he is Sherlock Holmes, his roommate is John Watson, they live forever in another parallel world.
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