When I was watching the film, I just received a photo of my father who was building a road in my hometown. My father asked me, "Why do you have to work so hard to get into college? Why can you sleep with the lights on and off when you were young?" He didn't say anything else. , I didn't ask, and the chat record before that was a video feed of his practice, and I haven't watched it.
He probably also noticed my boredom with life. In fact, why I watch this film, who has always been utilitarian and instrumental, is actually a kind of self-help.
The pressures of life are all on my mind, not on my body.
I am a full-time academic master degree majoring in liberal arts at 985 University in Beijing, which is partial to science and engineering. Since the question was opened in June, it has undergone two revisions, and now I am overwhelmed and have no thoughts. The exam certificate I took in October was another accompaniment exam. The interview for talent introduction that I participated in a few days ago was also eliminated. Seeing that my classmates are busy with national exams, selection, and application for the Bo... and I'm still worried about whether I can graduate.
There are a lot of things, but I don't want to do them, and I keep putting them off.
If you don't work hard, you will work hard. My life is a mess. In the end the chaos engulfed me. It's easy to do something quick and easy to fill in the blanks in a lost time. In the end, this doesn't give me the feeling of existence. I can't feel that I'm still alive, probably as a netizen said, this is a loss of enthusiasm for life.
There are not many moments when I have thoughts of suicide, and I am not afraid of death, but I also feel that it is unnecessary. But I lost the will to fight, the will to fight.
Probably because I chose a major that I didn't like in the college entrance examination, and my fate seemed to be doomed. I had to go this way.
I love medicine, and my vision for life is to be a chief doctor in a provincial top three hospital and a professor in a university. In addition to treating diseases and saving people, they engage in academic research and contribute to the scientific cause. If you have spare money, you can invest in biomedicine, and if you have spare energy, you can cross the border, engage in artificial intelligence + medical treatment, or find some breakthroughs in our traditional Chinese medicine, and also study new treatment programs or purified drugs.
I was still a science master in high school, and I was forced to choose a liberal arts major in college. During the postgraduate entrance examination, there was no cross-examination, and it was all the way to the present. As graduation is approaching, thinking that I might be doing some boring work in the administrative department or the judicial department, I no longer have any motivation to strive for a bright future.
Because of this, my life is also twisted, from the inside out. The whole is a mistake. Not wanting to die, but like a walking corpse.
Maybe it’s because I don’t have the courage to fight the world. I’ve also seen some cases where I graduated from a master’s degree and then went to the new college entrance examination, and all my pains stem from my lack of self-confidence in my ability or self-control. . I don't think I've tried my best to get a medical undergraduate, master's and doctorate degree. And there really isn't any other way.
I'm getting old, so I'll choose the talent introduction method that doesn't require examinations, and mix up the system. Even now the introduction of talent is in vain. I will most likely choose to take the exam, and then put myself in the system.
In the movie, what touched me the most was the last person's persuasion to the protagonist. Tasting a mulberry made him lose his suicidal thoughts. He said that nature has given us many gifts that we bow our heads to, but if we think about the ever-changing beauty of nature, we can live.
I'm sorry for the suicidal grad students who didn't watch this video. This is indeed the most healing one. There's not much truth to it, and even the narrative style of the film makes some people drowsy. But the philosophy here is open-ended.
What it actually says is that if you're feeling pain and stress, it's because your life right now doesn't match your ideal state. You should lower your expectations, accept who you are, and enjoy what's in front of you. Don't pursue too much delusion.
Didn't Su Shi say it in Chibi Fu?
Suzi said: "Do guests also know the water and the moon? The dead are like this, but they have never gone there; the empty ones are like that, and the dead do not grow and shrink. If you look at them from their changes, then the heaven and the earth could not be combined with each other. For a moment; if you look at it from the unchanging, then things and I are endless, and what is there to envy! Besides, between heaven and earth, each thing has its own owner, and if it is not mine, even if it is not mine, I cannot take it. The clear wind, and the bright moon in the mountains, the ear receives it and it becomes the sound, the eye encounters it and it becomes a color, there is no prohibition on taking it, and the use is inexhaustible.
The guests laughed with joy, and took a bath. The core of the food is exhausted, and the cups and plates are in vain. The image and the pillow are scattered in the boat, I don't know the whiteness of the east.
Take your time and don't be so rushing. Not so fussy. What is the hurdle that cannot be overcome? An old man in his 80s can still live, why are you worried that your basic food and clothing cannot be solved in this world? If you don't have any requirements for life, just look at the scenery and taste the gifts from nature. In fact, it is enough for you to survive. It's just that you expect too much from yourself and expect too much from others, so you suffer, so you can't reconcile.
To talk about the meaning of life, perhaps living itself is the meaning. In a big way, who will define the meaning, and what is the end of the universe, these are all unsolved. Are all our things the result of social indoctrination and brainwashing? There will certainly be new ideas and new trends of thought many years from now, and there is no conclusion to this. Besides, being a minority who is different from the rest of the world doesn't mean that you can't live. Why do you have to use the public or others to define your own meaning and your life?
There is no need to die. As for living, it is better to save enough capital first and slowly pursue your ideals in life. It is never too late. Take good care of your body, there is hope in life, and there are all possibilities.
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