Family love is the softest corner of everyone's heart.
No matter how strong you are, as long as it is about people and things related to our loved ones, we all have to show weakness. I don't often mention my family to others. It's a well-hidden corner in my daily life. If anyone asks, I'll just pass it off. In the long run, I've got a perfect way to say it. All in all, I don't want to admit it. As long as I touch the topic of my family, I will instantly become very vulnerable. The person who is vulnerable because of my family is not me; as long as I think of my family, my tear ducts will develop, and when will the balloon-like lies be blown? I couldn't let it go and I didn't plan to stop, anyway, lying is part of life itself.
16-year-old Hubert hopes to revive the parent-child relationship he has become friends with his mother. Every time Hubert said bad things to his mother, he would go to the bathroom to record his confession. The words in the bathroom were nothing like what a high school student would say. Hubert is a very careful and sensitive child. He longs for love. I hate my words to hurt my mother, but I can't stand my mother always making some "adult" decisions that are good for children
Hubert's confrontation with his mother was really good, and it always ended in swearing. I hate quarrels. On the surface, I feel that quarrels are very incompetent, and there is something I can’t talk about. In fact, I feel that quarrels are very humiliating, and losing quarrels is even more humiliating. It is better to choose silence. I have the least patience with my family, and it is easy to get impatient, but I will not (dare not) to be so unscrupulous to my parents, because I am very good, I know that my parents are working outside to make money and it is very hard to support us, or I know that at that time my father Mom is our only source of income. Where can we go when we run away from home? We have no money. I have forgotten the reason why I was still so well-behaved during the rebellious period (or was it because I unilaterally thought I was well-behaved at the time?), I have lived through a high school life full of youthful campuses, without any gray. At first I thought Hubert should be talking to his mother like that, but he's half to blame.
Mom: No one around has a son like you. Hubert: No one around has a mom like you.
My mother doesn't know how to get along with her son. I forgive me for being a mother who can only understand her son's perspective.
"Mom, I want to get along well with you, I love you very much, I have made changes, but why do you still make me angry, make me sad, why do you always ruin my life."
This is how I felt Hubert was angry and exhausted before he was sent to boarding school.
The mother herself also loves her son very much, otherwise she would not have said the above dialogue. This scene is the only place where I cry.
XavierDolan really did a great job!
When Hubert was about to hitch a ride to the boarding school, he was in the car with his mother, and without saying goodbye, he walked to the car without saying goodbye. From his mother's expression, you can see her intricate emotions, such as reluctance, determination, something to say, goodwill, Don't want to bow, miss, regret, hesitate...
And Hubert's incomprehension that his mother sent him to boarding school caused him to speak ill again. I still can't understand why Mom sent Hubert to boarding school, I can't understand any reason to push the kid away from me. Hubert loves and hates his mother. Before going to take a ride, he still hopes that his mother can keep him so that he does not have to go to boarding school. In the last hope, he asked his mother,
"What if I die today?"
I saw a lot of complicated emotions in Hubert's eyes, "I love my mother so much, but why did my mother leave me to live in a place without him, why can't we get along well? Why does my mother do this to me, I I don't want to leave my mother, I hate her, I hate his disgusting popularity and outdated taste, or we don't have to live together and quarrel every day, but why does my mother do this to me, I love him so much." Tears in Hubert's eyes Light, in the dark night, let me taste the salty taste clearly.
I'm afraid that Hubert will commit suicide. This will be the most emotional and musical ending. Thank you Xavier for ending in the most realistic way. I am relieved. I can't figure out if Mom is angry because Hubert is gay or because Hubert didn't confess to him, I hope it's the latter.
Homosexuality shouldn't be an "issue" and shouldn't be labeled, it's nothing different, it's all about liking people, just liking people, that's all.
To a certain extent, Hubert envied his boyfriend's way of getting along with his mother, that is, his ideal relationship with his mother was like a friend. Whenever he saw their friend-like interaction, Hubert always seemed a little down.
I'm probably one of the best people in the world who likes to envy others.
I’m so envious, and I hate my habit of admiring others, because envy of others will only make me feel inferior.
About mom, I think more things to share when I watch Xavier's "Mommy".
XavierDolan is really talented.
How can there be a way to be so good at directing and acting at this age? The superb acting skills are very realistic.
Written from 2015-9-9 01:36
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