Thanks to Takada Isao poroporo for the improvisation

Lowell 2022-08-21 11:37:23

Mr. Wang Xilin said that many works are untitled, perhaps because of the enslavement of the college entrance examination and my personal love rebellion, I gradually can't think of any title for the article.
I have many, many, or nothing.
I speak language .I
slowly discovered that willfulness is not the patent of children. It is not even the patent of individuals. Every child is willful, and it has nothing to do with whether you are spoiled or not. You are not easy to solve when you are willful, and fighting is not the solution. I forgot about my willfulness, but now I know how difficult I am to serve. Everyone is sick, which is accumulated over the years and family customs. Although the willfulness of children is annoying, the willfulness of adults is even more subtle, It can be seen frequently between couples, fathers and sons, and couples quarrel mostly because of this. We want too much, but we can get too little from sex. Sex is often not experimental and satisfying, but we think that sex is always good. The purity and turbidity of the body make the spirit also do the same, but the purity and turbidity of the mind are difficult to be independent. I like different flavors, and I know everyone's own taste, but I am still confused about the appearance of others.
At night, I was troubled for a long time. My father smoked during the day. In the smoking room, I opened the window to let in the air. I hate the smell of smoke so much, I want to hide the quilt, but this is the only one in the castle. It's eleven o'clock, and I have to sleep after watching I hesitated again and again, or decided to go downstairs to see if the convenience store was closed, yes, I was eager to drink.
After a few sips, I decided to really fall asleep, and after looking at Zhouyi, I knew that I would be clear tomorrow.
The mountain fire defines two states of oneself, Qing is the active self in work and communication, and turbid is the degenerate moment when you want to write poetry and hate communication
. Love is different or love is the same. I think in general it is love is different, at least I am a curious person. For example, when people watch movies, what do people watch? After more movies, they can’t see them, so people can’t see other people from the pictures. Do you see your own good or bad in your life? Is it the same life experience that resonates or is different and exciting? Or nothing, the more movies, the duller and more rubbish human beings are?
My father cried yesterday, and both Yun and I suffered. I shouted that this is not the Cultural Revolution, where fortune-telling is hard, isn't it a dispute every day?
I don’t know when it’s hard to get rid of my lower body and think. Although I woke up in the morning and watched for three hours, I opened the leftover pizza and fried chicken from last night (I may not be able to eat one meal a year, don’t When I said luxury), it happened to be the time to open "The Fairy Tale of the Years". While eating, I watched Taeko's fifth grade and adult life. The picture turned out to be Miyazaki's fairy tale style and moved towards realism. I burst into tears and burst into tears , can't be suppressed. Probably because I have been pursuing pioneers and magic, I rarely look at life. And I don't have any life, my old days had no friends, games, money, food, I have no love today, piano skills, Time.
I went from being ignorant to being ignorant today, ignorant to the point of old age, yes I am old, even though I love fairy tales and hate false youthful words. Because of tiredness of mediocrity and fear of my own talent disappearing, I have no time I don’t dedicate my time freely to books and pianos, but to buns and dreams. There were countless questions that I had fun to ask when I was a child until high school, but when I reached the third year of high school, there were not many left. Now I forgot how many amulets were given to me. I originally longed for eternal knowledge. Today is still as ignorant as beans. I love! Love! Love the seeds of human beings, but tears wet the hope that they will still grow in slavery, and will enslave the next crop of seeds in the future. I often think that if my mother is not there Now, I will never make big porridge again, and many porridge shops don’t have it. I am ignorant, I am old, I am reading books, I don’t know when to donate my body to the country, to seeds, such as Confucius and Suluzhi. I am old, toiled and restless. I am not afraid of everything, but I am afraid of myself. When I was a child, I believed in ghosts and could not sleep every day. Today, I laugh at ghosts and beat reason every day. I am too rational. I am a butcher and a coward.
The 27-year-old Taeko already has the wrinkles on her smiling face, and her name reminds me of Okan Taeko. If I didn't say it, I would have thought it was an old woman. Why would I resonate with her? Think of Satsuki, she's 26, I see her I also felt a little old at the time. I got up and listened to three noise jazz, kaoru's "Bright Endurance solo1972", keiji and brotzmann's, and one more. I also followed keiji in an empty room and uttered meaningless words, tears kept coming fly from the back of the head.
seems to be recommended by Cui Weiping/I began to despise the language recommendation. After watching the most part of Christ's repressed pain and boredom, a group of mediocre people slandered the Nietzschean-style chef for no reason, and couldn't understand the delicacy and art. Until the last sentence: Artists are never poor, so I have longed for wine and tears since yesterday, and this contrast moved and amazed
me. More than once I
smashed piano keys and
chopped off lovers
, scratching the guitar back and forth with a screwdriver,
thinking of Kerr Like Zhuangzi, Kegor
committed suicide because he hated cigarettes. I threw the sun in the sea at night, and my lover was old . I could accept kaoru more. Death saxophone fragments guitar, Derek made me rush into the waves. In April, there are countless me Hate people. There are beatles in the fairy tales of the years, there are pineapples, there are , there are old age and early love. That's enough, those I don't have, I feel wonderful because of not wonderful touching. Picky eaters. But what today I eat all of them. Speaking of which, I have never made a beanie by the window, I am really self-sufficient. It is a bit strange to say that, but I may gradually understand strange and not extreme things, and I told Chun Shu I used to think that many children from foreign countries or normal people are very harmonious, but there are few children in China, and they are not harmonious. Now it seems that it may be a blind admiration and longing. In short, I don’t regret many things, but every time I think of this country’s reincarnation People, especially poor children or me, when there is no fun in the years and times, are in pain. Why? Because I always get envious image impressions in Japanese games, movies, and animations in the 1970s and 1980s. Yes With such a developed frame of reference, it is impossible for me not to realize my own impoverishment. The reason why I love games is probably this connection. Although I don’t have time to play often and I don’t play well, late, it is indeed sexual repression, and It 's the same as . I've been fighting for too long, and I'm tired of fighting. I've been in trouble with others all my life, until I'm the age of anesthetizing myself. Lu Xun's is a friend who belongs to the same age space as Death Sachs .The sax reminds me too many good times.









Struggling with time and slavery, waiting for when I can buy a lot of comics, playing "Wanda and the Colossus", recording and record player equipment, I don't know how many years it will take. Impetuous until frank old age, then I can become Suluzhi I like things that I have found to be painful recently, such as kingcrimson
, Jin Min, Lu Xun, and psychedelic noise, death saxophone, atonal music. Calvino is a relatively exception, and Zhuangzi is half of it. I I'm not as smart as I was when I was a child. I don't know who wins when I play cards for a long time, and I can't turn around. When I listen to my favorite music, I have a headache.
In this way, I still love and turn a page of hunterxhunter, listening to kc, saxophone and getting old, or Do a certain regime before I get old.
I also like the music of "Fairy Tale of the Years", the loss in the film is directly proportional to the happiness, and the jazz and TV pictures also make me like it. I also have the feeling of Zaimenwen.

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  • Hirota: Rainy days, cloudy days, sunny days... which do you like?

    Taeko: ...cloudy days.

    Hirota: Oh, then we're alike.

  • Taeko: The king of fruit is... the king of fruit is...

    [the scene flashes from 1966 to 1989]

    Taeko: ...the banana!