no one ever loved me
Countless days and nights I'm so lonely that I want to die
But the days go by like that
I thought I was numb
Actually no, the void in my heart is calling all the time
Give me a little more love, just a little
Throw away all false sounds and gestures,
true love, true care
But there are still only vacancies, in my room
I sit alone, stand, and think
If I become more lovely, more lively, more sensible and more obedient
I think it will please you
It is true, you will happily compliment me
I dare not have myself, I dare not ask
No matter how small, I will secretly measure your preferences
because you are my mother
the only person who should love me
Maybe it's all my fault, you're always angry and sad
I try hard every day
when i know and when i don't know
I hid all my cowardice and fear in the deepest
no one to say
no one dares to say
Because I'm afraid they'll laugh at me and beat me
like your dissatisfaction with me
So I became the most likable person
Other people's little emotions are all in my heart to figure out for a long time
I must be wrong
I must be guilty
I must be inferior
Otherwise why no one loves me
Why are they so happy and happy, in the sun
and i can't
Maybe you don't know, I almost forgot
I love you
Even if I hurt myself
Because of this, I endure depression and disability
can't get out
I said out loud that day
I hate you, I'd rather never be in the world
This is my voice too
When I was younger I lived in the adult soul
take care of you, take care of others
win your love and make you happy
There is little recognition, tolerance and love
for myself
I always follow your way
achieve perfect grades, say perfect words
How dark my world is
how can you feel
Now we're all tired
no more arguing
I dare not kill myself, neither do you
I live like this, in the dark, in pain
looking forward to eternal peace
You are still repeating it day after day, maybe you are used to this gray
I have only blessings and hope
may you be well and peaceful
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